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The Void, The Fear, The Empty Well

Postby JB17 » Wed May 23, 2018 3:33 am

How would you guys describe the void like? Do you even use the term void? When I'm criticized, I feel an opening (emotionally), and it feels like all of the repressed trauma trying to spill out until I quickly close it up. I had to feel some of the pain while I was becoming more self aware, and I tell you that was the scariest $#%^ that I have ever felt. What are your guys' theories on what the void is?

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Re: The Void, The Fear, The Empty Well

Postby dazn153 » Wed May 23, 2018 5:11 pm

JB17 wrote:How would you guys describe the void like? Do you even use the term void? When I'm criticized, I feel an opening (emotionally), and it feels like all of the repressed trauma trying to spill out until I quickly close it up. I had to feel some of the pain while I was becoming more self aware, and I tell you that was the scariest $#%^ that I have ever felt. What are your guys' theories on what the void is?

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I feel the void that I am worth nothing in this world, and that I am a complete fraud. And all the kids in the yard are laughing at me because I am now exposed with my pants down. But then you regain your narc supply and give 0 ###$ about them because you are significantly richer than all those idiots. :evil:
Diagnosed partially of each: NPD, BPD, Bipolar 2, OCPD, OCD
Psych Ward: 7 days ER: 2x No self-harm + In psychiatric treatment
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