I will live my life everyday like normal. Minding my own business, talking to some friends, most of the time on the computer wasting my time on games, movies, with friends, and researching things I am interested in. I have tried mixing with the new people around me however I feel I am not accepted, so moving countries at 17 years old and losing touch with most of my friends was definetely not a good move.
Now the issue I have. I can see my future. There are times when I literally go into a short trance, and I can playback what is currently happening from my memories. Like the current events that are happening infront of me, I have already seen them happen before. For a while I had assumed this was just deja vu, however upon researching what deja vu is I am pretty sure this is not the same thing.
A simple example I can give you is my latest experience, where I was online and chatting away at this girl. We both are really into each other, however she is in another country and our relationship is one of those long distance things, I myself do not believe it will last sadly. However, at one point when chatting to her, I got my trance, and I literally could see that this experience I was having with this particular person, what I was doing and so on, all happened sometime before, or at least... I was able to forsee it happening. I have been experiencing these trips, or trances, or whatever you want to brand them as, for my whole life. I remember the first time it happening at the age of 6.
I want to know if anyone else is experiencing the same issues I am experiencing, or am I just really screwed up and need medication? No... this is not a made up pile of $#%^ to get free drugs, I really do have these issues and it scares the living $#%^ out of me when they happen.