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Advice on my living situation.

Postby HelloKittylol » Wed Oct 06, 2021 8:18 pm

Hello! Please tell me, if this is the wrong place for me to say those things or if I did something wrong, if so I wholeheartedly apologize. My personal hopes are that I would be able to find someone who has gone through the same and who found a possible solution for themselves, that I could try. After many therapists and medication, I thought that this would be the best way to better my life quality. Honestly, I'm just heavily frustrated, and it makes my life a living hell, especially since I can't leave the house alone, which leaves nothing else to cope or "waste" my time on.

To try my best and describe what I am even rambling about, I can't go after any of my free time activities that I used to adore so much. Whenever I try to do any of these, even if it's just a very easy to go game or a drawing that is simply made for fun, I eventually get to a point where the voices and feelings join in. They make me believe that I am bad in everything that I even attempt at doing. This really doesn't sound as bad as it is for me personally, it's hard to put my initial thoughts and feelings that I feel in that very moment into words. The feelings and thoughts are so loud and extreme that they leave me like hurting myself or even ending it every time. I just can't go on like this anymore, people keep on finding me curled up in closets sobbing and screaming viciously, I don't want people and myself to keep on living this way.

I'm wholeheartedly sorry, but I just really hope that somebody is able to give me some advice.
(Also, as stupid as it sounds, please hold yourself back from making fun of me)
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Re: Advice on my living situation.

Postby Snaga » Thu Oct 07, 2021 4:12 pm

HelloKittylol wrote: I eventually get to a point where the voices and feelings join in. They make me believe that I am bad in everything that I even attempt at doing


Hello, and welcome!

When you say voices, do you mean internal, it what seems to be audible? And have your seen a professional caregiver about this?
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