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I have been through enough doesn't it ever end

Postby gavin513 » Wed Oct 10, 2018 6:27 am

Like its bad enough I am bi polar schichzo effetictive now my girlfriend whom I can no longer live without wants to kill herself I begged her not too and she agreed but I am so tired of this $#%^ hand life has thrown me. Like despite my ridiculously pathetic condition the docs and therapists think I can still hold down a full time job which isn't surprising because ive been making 70k with this condition though i lost that job due to this $#%^ still i held a full time job down for years when they sacked me due to this I said screw you and went back to school I want to be a scientist which I know is impossible but I am going for it any ways. Before though my failure meant nothing though now my girl is counting on me I told her I am a member of the electrician union I could drop out for her and send her to school if she just stuck around for me I could provide, but she won't listen she made me promise I don't dare drop out of school for her but then she wont promise me she won't kill herself I don't want to live without her please help if she dies i feel like my life is over whether I acomplish my dream of being a scientist or not which i never will but im going for any ways
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Re: I have been through enough doesn't it ever end

Postby gavin513 » Fri Oct 12, 2018 5:41 am

Its funny today when I sobered up she cried, and asked me your the one who must be going through so much yet you are the one who puts on the strong face I will never get it.
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