Where to post this? *TW*

I need your guidance for subforum to post about problem which sums like this: Last few month's I've developed some thinking patterns about being superior to women (my whole life I was thinking about being equal in relationships), that I would like to abuse them, "show them their place". I think that is because I'm sexually inactive my whole life and now it's that peak moment of being sexually inactive which manifests into this patterns. Even if I'm conscious that it is a problem I still can't figure out how to get rid of them, and I need some help ASAP 'cause I don't want to manifest that on even bigger scale which I'm afraid that would ruin my social life (have some wierder thinking patterns every new day ). More about this problem I would post in proper subforum. Thanks!

That's a tough question you ask about where to place your topic. Can you give anymore information and we can see if we have any ideas of where to guide you?

knownothing wrote:I need your guidance for subforum to post about problem which sums like this: Last few month's I've developed some thinking patterns about being superior to women (my whole life I was thinking about being equal in relationships), that I would like to abuse them, "show them their place". I think that is because I'm sexually inactive my whole life and now it's that peak moment of being sexually inactive which manifests into this patterns. Even if I'm conscious that it is a problem I still can't figure out how to get rid of them, and I need some help ASAP 'cause I don't want to manifest that on even bigger scale which I'm afraid that would ruin my social life (have some wierder thinking patterns every new day ). More about this problem I would post in proper subforum. Thanks!

I feel the same way towards men. The boys, guys, men I have encountered in my life weren't very nice to me. I'm still heterosexual, though. The problem is now if I like one, I can't talk to them without being overly anxious. I'm also have problem where I think random guys have a crush on me. I know this is a part of delusional disorder, where you think someone is in love with you. Quietgirl2538 is right. We have to know more about your situation in order to help. I will say this feeling sometimes will make you feel special, but the more you embrace it, the more you won't be happy in the long run.

I would think that any superiority complex, like a gender superiority complex would fit in with Delusional Disorders:
delusional-disorder/topic1101.html
Does this look like it fits your description?

Well, then here is the complete background... First things first, let me give you a few assumptions: I’m not porn addicted, alcoholic, drug abuser but I'm totally sexually inactive person my whole life. I think whole problem might be modeled as follows:
I'm a person who dislikes domestic violence at all! My whole life I was scared that I will manifest that in my relationships because I think that is something „evolutional“ in every male. (That is why I'm not into relationship thing in a first place!) Till the last few months I was purely aware of those things, never thought any deeper about that or even concerned since I didn't had any problems with that. Let's call that „equilibrium (stable) phase“ in my mind. For past few months my „demonic side of mind“ started to evolve in some uncontrollable manner. As paradoxical as it may sound I'm fully aware of those demon thoughts (and behaviors), but problem is that I'm not aware of them at the instant I'm doing them so I can’t „control/channel“ them. Rather, when I get home and analyze my social side of a day (especially, behavior towards women) I then feel really embarrassed and realize that I was guided by someone who is not me, who is living my life at those moments and making decisions without me, side of me who I can’t be aware of at a present moment and gain control of (at least that side of mind). Let me tell you that my demon side seeks for women that are “short in height, because they are way easier for being abused and they look so weak”. When I look around myself and catch with my eye such particular profile of woman I’m imagining her as being completely inferior to me, who needs to be abused (physically and mentally). I have strong urge to “show her place”, to ###$ her hard so she can’t walk properly, see her crying in front of me because she deserves it?! Behaviors? When I’m sitting with my friends at a table in cafe, and beside us there is a group of women sitting, or when I walk and see them on streets I like to sarcastically compliment in that manner aloud so “they can hear me” or to share my “superior opinions” with my friends.

If that thoughts and behaviors are a mirror of something I will do in future, than people, I need help! If that is a result of sexual inactivity, and will manifest in real life in a thing such as rape (maybe child rape, because of… dunno, like those priests in celibate they prey for young children, so maybe it’s same for everyone who is abstinating from sex) or something bad because “I can’t wait much longer” then tell me how to make that “sexual demon” working in my favor. I must tell you that I want to stay sexually inactive my whole life (that’s my goal, even before this all started) and I just want to get rid of this problem as peacefully as I can, so that I enjoy doing things in life I enjoy without thinking that I will do something bad where I won’t have any control or hurt anybody physically or mentally.

If you don't feel like it is you who is in charge and that this behavior is from some entity inside you, then you might want to read through the Dissociative Disorder section and see if you identify with the description of this disorder and the related topics.
Mind you, we cannot diagnose issues on this forum. That would have to be between you and a professional. For now, I would suggest that you scroll down through the forums and see if something looks familiar or you can identify with a heading, topic or post.
Welcome to the forums.

Wally58 wrote:If you don't feel like it is you who is in charge and that this behavior is from some entity inside you, then you might want to read through the Dissociative Disorder section and see if you identify with the description of this disorder and the related topics.
Mind you, we cannot diagnose issues on this forum. That would have to be between you and a professional. For now, I would suggest that you scroll down through the forums and see if something looks familiar or you can identify with a heading, topic or post.
Welcome to the forums.

Okay, thanks everyone!