How do you feel today?

i feel miserable

Philonoe wrote:i feel miserable

Sorry to hear about that- anything you wish to elaborate on?

Oh thank you snaga. I feel better today

Glad to hear it!

Feel a bit better now. My housing association has decided to treat us all to brand new kitchens. Idk they must have got a job lot or something.

This kitchen business has actually been a great source of stress for me lately. I hate people coming to my place. It's just a ######6 hassle for me. Then it's the thought of them actually doing the kitchen. It's going to take a full week and I'll have workmen in and the place will be a mess and it'll be knocking and banging and drilling.

Anyway the woman came today and I chose the colours I would like. It should look really nice so I'm focusing on the end result now. Plus I went outside and had a conversation with my neighbour and she kind of feels the same as me. So that made me feel a bit better as well.

I was kinda stuck in a loop of thinking that I've got a perfectly adequate kitchen. So why on earth is ould they want to come in and put a new one in, especially during a pandemic.

I'm over it now.

Life has to go on- eventually this 'pandemic' business will have to be dropped. We have another virus floating about out there that will in all likelihood become endemic as colds and flu are. Yay us.

So they let you pick the colors out? That was nice of them!