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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby Justddrown » Wed Jan 02, 2019 2:25 am

Before admitted to the hospital when I was a manic kid the doctor says “and do you have any secret fantasies?” I honestly had none but decided to respond with something about poaching an elephant with a hacksaw so as to obtain it’s ivory tusks to fashion into floor standing lamps and then said “you know why” “cause it’s sex.” I don’t believe in doing any of those things but the idea of a fantasy has piqued my interest lately. Like one of those nights you’d like to recapture forever. You never will recapture but you’ll have a fleeting recollection of the feeling you felt then and there in those moments that just don’t seem to stick around. But you have that one time. One of those night of your life thrill of the heart That’s what I’m after, one of those nights. We don’t know how it came together why exactly it did what were actually up to and talks of “have to do this again” , but it doesn’t matter, the feeling won’t compare.
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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby skyzonefree » Sun Jan 06, 2019 10:16 am

Yesterday, was the day.. The day I wished today wasn't exactly today. But here it is. It is here now, staring right into my face, today.. The day I would've wished yesterday stays forever, unsurprisingly it didn't.

Yesterday left me far and behind..

“Oh hey! Hello there today!", said I. "What happened to yesterday?" But today seemed pretty much intent to simply ignore me. I kept prying. I get nothing from today..

Darn it. I should've known by now. Today's mischievous deeds to keep on ruining my day. Ruined! I walked up to the mirror precariously knowing the other me inside the mirror will simultaneously come up to me. I said hi to the man in the mirror. Nothing I get in return other than cold blank stares. Unamused, "What did I do wrong?" I ask myself.. Assuming the man in the mirror is really me. "Answer me!". He didn't..
If you knew success was a certainty, what would you attempt to do?
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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby Justddrown » Mon Jan 07, 2019 4:59 pm

Skyhigh, I used to make contorted angry expressions in front of the mirror. I did a mirror selfie and did one of those gender swap photos messed with the lighting and looked like Demi lovoto, fierce bro. I’ll say this much she were real I’d meet her for coffee and discuss interests.

Anyways I’m riding this like 3 year high and I finally get it but I won’t come down because I’m addicted to it it’s sick. It won’t stop man like an atom bomb I’m awaiting the inevitable crash that moment you know? like walking away from a deal you can’t refuse. just say “nah, come on fam and and move to the Yukon and spend most of my time in an ice fishing cabin. Come back at fifty and make more money than the deal I couldn’t refuse. Come back a hungry man. Get four other hungry men in a makeshift boardroom and this ain’t little league boys, this ain’t no company retreat, this ain’t sears. These are five unkempt cigarette smoking hungry men. Lay our set on the table and seal the deal. Take the money and make a deal to finance a campaign and part own an Indian casino. Then take that money and invest in acres on the moon that they sell. Acquire enough to declare sovereignty. Apply your right to interplanetoryl sovreignty as much as you can throughout the land of earth and within middle earth trade them gems and cut off their hands and take over their land. We’ll eradicate the species within middle earth we will build castles fit for a king atop of limestone and use human slaves and immigrants to build it which hopefully the limestone isn’t vulnerable to underground torpedo or whatever these guys use, then We’ll turn the whole place into a war zone and calapse the entire planet from Within and develop the acres we have on the moon “space escape communities” forcing a monetary system that we can preside over. Run the moon idk.
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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby Justddrown » Sat Jan 12, 2019 2:07 am

I’m born with monarch knowledge due to ancestry with the power to dissiciosite always somewhere else while doing nothing with my life and a perfect candidate for mkultra. I believe the operation was thwarted before my task. Truth is, my awesome delusion is to awesome to let go. Explained everything gave me an enemy and freed me of guilt. I now feel that’s not true. So much rage man. So much.
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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby Justddrown » Sun Jan 13, 2019 3:52 am

Citizen pain-

I live in a globe shaken from the outside
Everyone looks in and I’m just dying to get out
Like a grey Disneyland I feel in a reality
Subject to speculation
Till the day I beheld I’ll have nothing to go by but the castle walls.
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Re: Creative writings. Pump up your volumes!

Postby Justddrown » Thu Jan 17, 2019 6:06 am

Intense therapy is what I need. So intense. Like that diary of Antwan fisher I want it so intense that I’m having flashbacks to Korea and I’ve never been to Korea. I want to leave crying and come back for more. I also want to wanderlust. I want to wanderlust until I wake up in a sweat of shame and despair, cold tears and acceptance of my new lower life of wanderlusting. But yeah, I do need some one on one therapy. I need help. So much help.
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