Wow and hugs, Electric! Glad to see you dropping by this forum, btw.... especially it not being self-harm!
Everything sounds really great and we appreciate the update. It all sounds very encouraging and that's great about your voice, too!
Electric_soul wrote:I'm not stammering any more
The change is evident even in your writing, it's hard to put a finger on it but to me, even via the written word, you appear much more confident and sharpened- it's wonderful seeing the change in you! Warm hugs your way- extremely happy for you.... you've become such an encouragement for others here in forum.