I didn't really know what category to put this into but I need help.
I know how lame it sounds to say "hey, I'm addicted to caffeine". I almost wish - almost - that it was something more believable like Diazepam or Morphine or Alcohol, where people accept it more. But it's caffeine, and people don't really accept it as a serious addiction, even though it is.
Because of this, I have told none of my friends or family; also, this is partially because I feel certain they would just brush it off, in the same way as some people brush depression off as 'being sad', or they brush fibromyalgia off as 'faking it'. This is especially likely as I have Asperger's Syndrome which may make people think I'm just 'confused' or 'doing it for attention'.
I know I need help, but I do have physical medical issues as well so I'm reluctant to see a GP in case he/she decides that my physical issues are no longer relevant in light of this.
I know it sounds really, really tame, and I know people bang on about how one can simply drink less coffee, or wean themselves off but that is not working for me.
Can I have some help here, please?