Hi,
So I'm not sure if this fetish is erotic by definition, but you can say it sometimes turns me on, or I just get a great thrill from it, I don't know. But I just love to provoke others. With taunting remarks whether they are subtle, sarcastic or straight out mean. I love starting arguments, acting rude, talking down to others though I don't mean it. Secretly, I don't mind if they call me out on it - in fact I'd love to.... I want to be punished for the pathetic person I am, I want to be reviled but of course I would never admit it.
I just like to pester the hell out of others so they hate me and pay attention - it's a real rush, even though sadly, I can't indulge in it. I often have my mind set on a chosen 'enemy' and if they reciprocate my animosity, it's just... Heaven. No closet masochist unfortunately, it needs to be real not just a game, then I'll lose interest.
Can anyone relate? Or does anyone have an idea what could be the cause of it? Thanks in advance if you reply