Hello, I'm a young adult male, and I have the embarrassing fetish of being extremely (more than I should) sexually attracted to the female stomach, and things related to it. I get extremely turned on when I see a women's stomach or navel, touch it, kiss it, etc. I don't have a fat fetish, obesity is a turn off and I prefer smaller girls, but I get very turned on by stomach inflation, whether it's stuffing or from an air pump. I also very embarrassingly have a pregnancy fetish, possibly because that state obviously places a big emphasis on the stomach. The pregnancy fetish began a long time ago, and is very strong, particularly for women in the first and second trimester.
Some sexual fantasies of mine include; rubbing a girl's stomach, kissing it, playing with her navel, looking at it, rubbing or licking something onto/off of it, watching a girl inflate herself and then playing with her stomach, having a pregnant partner or impregnating them, and other activities like these. I have some of these fantasies on a daily basis.
I'm very self conscious of this fetish because it seems strange. I think I annoyed my ex some because I was always wanting to touch her stomach and look at it, and she didn't really like that. I never expressed my fetish to her as I was afraid of how she would react. I'm also afraid to express this to any future girlfriends for the same reason. I would appreciate any advice on how to cope with this problem, how to express it to others, or what even causes it in the first place. Also, a feminine perspective would be appreciated too, maybe saying how you would feel about being told this by your boyfriend, or how you feel about the fetish itself.
Thanks