We're back, but struggling...

Sorry we've been away a while. It's been a busy few months...

We visited my (Zor's/Host's) parents for two weeks at the end of Sept... got home, got covid... spent 10-12 days sick... then had one of our full on blackouts where the body hit the floor... and while out several inside were talking to each other, out loud, and the wife heard one as "Why did he marry her?!" referring to HER... b/c she was less than compassionate to the struggle of like literally passing out uncontrolled which has gone on since before we married... (by several months at least)...

Which caused a difficult conversation about how she resents and hates the system and how some of them b/c of that resent her... it was a big thing...

Then we were out of state and traveling... and then finally home but still very busy...

And tonight we got news her cousin, just 5 years older than me and between she and I in age (she's 9 yrs older) died suddenly....

It's been a VERY HARD 6-7 weeks....

We're here, we're surviving... but it's been a struggle, and to our friends here, we're sorry for being away so long

-Zor

That all sounds very difficult. One thing after another. Hope you're able to do some self-care and that things calm down for you-all.

Hey hope you are alright sorry to hear about the death in the family that must have been hard.

Can I ask why are you still with her? If she is still trying to get rid of some of you by this stage she isn't going to change. Whatever excuses she had at the beginning are not valid this far in. I've known you guys for 6 years now. 6 years is a long time to resent someone for their biology (and did is a biological thing that we can't change because even if you integrated there is always the chance of re fracturing)

Your wife is a source of abuse and neglect.
You owe it to yourselves to get away.
If you can't divorce for religious reasons at least live seperatly.

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