Alter questions

I'm an alter who thought I could take over and have some fun. I had been being entertained on Tic Tock; and we got into the "scam" of a highly known speaker. I really want to believe this and have a baby as he says to me in her sleep.

I have been feeling doubtful of this choice of mine. Cause he is making me question my intentions for my host. I have been cruel in the past and had to prove myself by hurting my host.

I'm doubting my intentions from him. But this test is not ending anytime soon. His intentions for her to get pregnant are false. I'm wanting to be hidden while amongst his family and, actually learn to enjoy life as it comes. I've fallen for him; but I'm doubting what his intentions are for my host. He wants to provide everything.

That said he has also brought up more controlling nater in me that I'm free to ask of him what my host wants. That's great I think. My concern; I don't want to admit that I can do what it is I'm here for.....for my host to have a family. What is wrong with this situation is...I realize now after writing this; that my host is in on this life we need...is to trust and follow our heart.

The thing is he's willing to protect, as well as give all of his resources to show her what he likes of her.

I'm not sure how to react. Just say I really want for, my host to understand that I'm behind her all the way for her choice in men.

I'm sorry for what I've done. And I'm very willing to do whatever she chooses. I can't say how happy I am with her choice in a man, that really is their for an prosecutor. And my host as well. I'm excited to be with her, and don't mind maturing for a precious bundle. If I actually listen to what I really want instead of fighting for a hospital with food that's meager. My host is dressing up and I really like her style of clothing. I'm not going to harm her. Cause her neighbors have been obsessed over my hosts beauty. I'm going to not interfere;and I really want this progress to continue as she wishes. With agreements with this guy. As well as cooperation with my host to possibly have twins. As is in her family history. He loves her and wants to marry her.

My concern, is her staying married..but any harmful misinterpretions of arguments..we are able to safly go to a place where she'll be able to care for her babies; as well as one of his sons, he has custody of.. just to keep him from being a target of any misinterpreted anger.

Panther1830 wrote: I really want to believe this and have a baby as he says to me in her sleep.

Well only you can decide what kind of life is right for you but I was confused by this sentence??? why is he waiting until she’s asleep to suggest children to her??? ..or do you mean your host dreams of having kids with him? ..and in her dream he is asking her to have children with him?

Having a baby is a HUGE responsibility and extremely costly these days..so is getting married.. I think you (alter typing this) and host need to communicate with each other and make sure this is absolutely what you both want otherwise it would be in danger of not working if you are not both/all (if you have more than 2 alters in your system) feeling the same way.

you might also want to question …if you know its a ‘scam’ why do you/host still want to be with this person??? …and have kids with this person?