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Re: Multi-faceted & semi-precious.

Postby Amythyst » Sat Aug 28, 2021 12:09 am

thanks Gang & Eliseahorse & G/Hosties

i've been feeling kinda frustrated the last couple days cos it feels like we made a whole bunch of progress & learned a bunch of stuff, then it just sorta stopped

we havent been able to move forward yet & i'm kinda impatient lol

i keep getting messages that we need to go slow & stuff, after the progress we need to pause & regroup but i'm impatient lol.

(i think part of that is just cos i'm excited to try using this new infromation somehow but also part of it is fear that if we don't do anything with it we'll just forget it all.)

also been extra discociated the last 2 days & Em's been really quiet & not around to help. i can force myself to focus & be present & stuff but that takes so much energy i can't do anything else & then as soon as i stop focusing i'm exhausted & drained.

probably gona try taking it easy for a coupledays & see if some extra rest helps
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Re: Multi-faceted & semi-precious.

Postby Amythyst » Tue Sep 14, 2021 2:04 pm

we still havent really been able to work on this stuff like i wanted

last 2 weeks weve been having anxiety attacks & stress & stuff cos of work & life & stuff

like one huge stress thing after another, feels like every 2 or 3 days, just when we start to finally get over the last thing then a new thing hits & it starts all over again

having more amnesia again too & i think its cos of all the stress
like as if the only way to deal with stuff is to forget it, & we lose big chunks of other stuff too cos its just all swept up & deleted to get rid of whatever's set us off
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Re: Multi-faceted & semi-precious.

Postby ArbreMonde » Wed Sep 15, 2021 8:01 am

Sending tons of moral support!

We were starting to wonder how you were doing and well, at least it's good to have some news!

We all hope you'll find a way to manage the stress and the memory issues so that everything becomes a bit smoother for you to manage. We also hope that the stressful things will stop coming!
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Re: Multi-faceted & semi-precious.

Postby Amythyst » Wed Sep 15, 2021 5:58 pm

thankyou Zamiel

theres not much we can do right now but wait & see what happens
till then we cant really make any plans or decisions
everything depends on what other people say & do
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