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Getting in touch with parts

Postby bellic007 » Thu Dec 27, 2018 2:42 pm

After a week no porn and masturbation, i had been so straight like, i dont used anything to hide my feelings like i never watched porn to numb my senses and deny my emotions nor i masturbated to get sleep. But i get into a foggystate and then relapsed by watchibg porn and mastubatong. Then i feel a sense of extreme calmnes and happyness, something like i know everythibg. I can easily able to control my mind for some hrs after that, like i enjoyed it. I understand its intellect that tries nofap and mind that resist nofap so u know its actually a war between mind and brain and for short time i actuallu felt contentment and satisfaction...
Whatever it was new feelings just sharing what i felt
Dx Body Dysmorphic Disorder
Self diagnosed Dissociative Disorder
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