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Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Tue Jan 19, 2016 12:36 am

My system would like to do a roll call, I don't know why

OC
RT
Keeper-Tracker
Tom
Daisy
B
B19
B25
Zahra
Button
Becky
Rebecca
Snow
Rose
Roger
Dale
Chip
Texas


That is in no particular order.

So, Hi I guess. That's me :-)

maybe why is to just be recognized that we are here, and paying attention, and want to be here. thank you to everyone who has contributed to my understanding and awareness.

PS. I am hella scared about disclosing to mental health system (therapist). Maybe disclosing here is baby stepping towards "coming out".
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Five-year-old » Tue Jan 19, 2016 11:37 am

Glad you're all here.
K (Host); The mother (host); The teen; O-o; Nine y/o; Five y/o (dead); The triplets; Etc.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Team78 » Tue Jan 19, 2016 6:50 pm

Good luck, with disclosing it is a very daunting task and something you should do when you trust everyone involved. Maybe take, a few that you speak with that are reliable doesn't hide that often and convince those ones into speaking with you to your therapist. I'm just know that there will be those in the background either during or later that will not like you for talking with your therapist about it. Secretive ness is best protectiveness past hurt from therapist all of this has something to do with it. Depends on how much you have been working on your system with talking them through at some point you going to have to disclose, there will always be those that don't want anyone to know. I think because they know what will happen in the future just a lot of things coming to play. I say two or a few at a time is best way to handle it.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Tue Jan 19, 2016 8:43 pm

Congrats on taking a step forward, BeccaBee.

Us (as of this writing, the body age is 54):
~Light~ and Gideon - ageless/formless yin/yang tandem; our "higher self" (~Light~ is "female"/yin/light and Gideon is "male"/yang/darkness)
Charity - 25
Deborah, Drew (female), Mary, Rachel - 23 (no twins)
Laura - 17.5
Allegra, Aurora17, Cass - 17 (no twins)
Nia - 16.5
Big Joe, Reckless (female), shawn (female) - 16 (no twins)
rose - 15
jayne-ann, Val - 14 (not twins)
Frieda - 13.5 - 14
Aurora13 - 13
Twelve (female) - 12
Nona - 11
Kecia - 10.5 - 11
Hannah - 10
Jeannine, Lauranine - 9 (not twins)
Christine, Joseph - 8.5 (twins)
Deidra, Sophie - 8 (not twins)
laurajean, lila - 7 (not twins)
emily, heidi - 6.5 (twins, but emily sometimes slides down to 6, and heidi sometimes slides up to 7)
josie - 6
willow - 5.5
alyssa, brooke, david - 5 (no twins, though josie was david's twin until she aged to 6)
jody (male) - 4
abby, nell, penny - 3 (no twins)
arianna - 2.5
lil laura - 2
ginger - 1.5
amanda - about 6 months

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Notable: Charity 25 (oldest), Deborah 23, Drew 23f, Mary 23, Rachel 23, Laura 17.5, Allegra 17, Cass 17, shawn 16f.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Ophidahlia » Tue Jan 19, 2016 9:10 pm

We've been mapping our system graphically, we update it frequently so host can keep it all straight and forget anyone Image
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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Tue Jan 19, 2016 11:44 pm

thanks folks!

sometimes I come down hard on myself. but this is progress :-)

I look at how far i have come since that day in July that I looked in my notebook and realized there were more me's. and it is completely amazing.

I am so thankful I have found a support community filled with such awesome peoples. this has been such a huge help to me. to all of us.

♡ u guys
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Re: Roll Call

Postby CollectivelyMe » Wed Jan 20, 2016 12:10 pm

ME - shell / body / front
Ell - 36
E - 23
Baye
Displaced
Nondescript
Creative Expressive
EmT - 18
notworthknowing - 15
Unwanted - 13
Bad Girl (also known as Big Little One) - 7
Sara Sara - 3

This is our collective.
ME - shell
Ell - 36, Main Fronter, emotional
E - 23, Main Fronter, non-emotional, Care-taker
Baye - Admin, ISH
Displaced - Protector
Nondescript
Creative Expressive
EmT - 18
notworthknowing - 15
Unwanted - 13
Big Little One - 7
Sara Sara - 3, Autistic.

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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Sun Jan 24, 2016 1:49 am

Thanks to everyone who's contributing. We hope that others will chime in so that we get to know other systems more.

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Re: Roll Call

Postby Johnny-Jack » Sun Jan 24, 2016 5:48 am

BeccaBee wrote:My system would like to do a roll call, I don't know why

I feel I know why. For us, it's been important to declare who we are and acknowledge every one of us as a member of our system. When we are certain there is another one of us, one of the first things we do is add them to our signature here and give them a color, both of which the littles insist on.

We do understand there are other ways to move forward and that some aren't comfortable listing names. And some systems and system members don't have unique names.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Noppera-bo » Sun Jan 24, 2016 10:53 am

Noppera-Bo/"Body Name"
Bunny
Shade
(?Shade's Shroud?)
Blaze
Paladin
Gemini
Stingress
Wolf
Tech
Fluff
Draka
Void
Sketch
Fae
The Archivist
Gardener
Core(named such as the deepest dweller in the inner-world)

Draka is the newest, we've tried to get her to pick a color, but she has the attention span of a litter of kittens in a room full of laser pointers... I don't know much about Core, because approaching him causes physical pain, but not intentionally, it just happens.
Noppera-Bo:Host
Bunny:Singing Little
Shade:Shadow Teen/"Host-Apparent"
Kenshin:Fiery Warrior
Paladin:Cold Warrior
Stringress:Sensory Collector
Tech:Structural Analyst
Wolf:Wild Gourmand
Gemini-Black/White/SPAZZING!:Abstract Comedian
Void:???
Fluff:Winged Cat
Draka:Dragon-Girl
Gekko

*Void will likely only be quoted.
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