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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Tue May 10, 2016 6:16 pm

the defender role was a novel one to me as well. the way Roger and Zahra explain it to me is that she is the one who tries to prevent a situation. but in situations where danger is present or absolutely imminent Roger is there to Defend.

you are spot on about the one who knows everything g in reference to li'l b. I get a sense of smugness from her now that the rest of have figured this out. smugness might be an imprecise word. pride may be better suited.

it's funny that since OC moderates, that the system perceives OC as authoratative. but OC sees herself as having very little power and merely a peon in the machine, since democracy rules. Snow sees herself as the supreme authority but never bothers to get involved in the day to day operations. she literally envisions herself as the CEO and only intervenes if the system is in dire trouble.

I will look up the photo box thing you mentioned.

Allegra, Tom wants to know what you do and how you feel about what you do and do you get any respect and do you sometimes feel like everybody else is kind of a circus of idiots with no idea what is really going on?
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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Tue May 10, 2016 8:52 pm

Thanks to Roger and Zahra for explaining the difference between protector and defender. It makes sense. We don't have that kind of delineation, and we're trying to get away from roles, but the fact is that these functions still need to be done. After all these years of general progress, we're at a stage right now where a lot of us aren't sure who we are or what we're here for.

(internal dialogue)
Laura: I clean up my own sh*t, and everybody else's sh*t as well.
Allegra: Not as much as you think. Stop exaggerating your own importance.

As you can see, we all have stuff to work on. I (Allegra) would like to get back to showing more of the compassion and empathy that I believe in so strongly, but doing so much day-to-day stuff leaves me weary. I get restless when I'm not doing anything.

I think that I get respect, though. Laura likes to act like she doesn't respect anybody (she identifies with Tom's "circus of idiots," except that she sees the whole world that way). The respect issue doesn't worry me. If I know that I'm doing the right thing, the rest takes care of itself.

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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Sat May 14, 2016 2:07 am

Button has been recovered. she chose the name amethyst. or Amy for short.

Valor has been recovered. she chose the name Aelen.

me is rarely included on roll call. I will mention her here.

daisy is helping and deserves recognition also.

Lil b really upping the ante. also deserves recognition. entire team has really kicked ass today.

welcome to the roster Aelen. take your time. we will still be here when you are ready.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby oweeoo » Tue May 17, 2016 11:18 pm

may as well hop on, right?

quinn
abigail
dillan
emile
lynn
finn
hannah

thats 7 of us in total! luckily everybody but hannah is cooperative and can communicate just fine. i think im pretty lucky to have a system like this!
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Abigail: Co-Host / F
Dillan: 1st Protector / ISH / M
Emile: Gatekeeper / Possibly MtF
Hannah: 2nd Protector / Dog / F
Lynn & Finn: Twin brother and sister Littles / F & M

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Re: Roll Call

Postby Yomanamis » Wed May 18, 2016 8:17 pm

Whatever, let's do this. First post.

Zek
Kai
Jay
Chase
Sam
Ollie
Hunter
Ru ??

I suppose there's 9 of us, if you include the idiot canine alter.

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Re: Roll Call

Postby All of us are here » Thu May 19, 2016 10:10 pm

Adeline, formerly Adealia, 14 years old.
Amy, 3 years old.
Annalynn,27 years old.
Audry, 19 years old.
Carron, 25 years old.
Cooperland, age unknown.
Emma, 14 years old.
Jessi, 10 years old.
Karly, 4 years old.
Lynn, 17 years old.
Others?
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Re: Roll Call

Postby VoidSystem » Wed May 25, 2016 3:11 pm

Hi, I hope it's okay for us to post here if we have OSDD-1(?)!
Our system has 4 members:

  • Brendan (Me!) - 15 - Original
  • Pitch - 19 - Protector, host, Demon ^^
  • Georgia - 10 - Little
  • Mia - 18 - Previous host, partial memory holder
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Re: Roll Call

Postby HundredAcreSystem » Thu May 26, 2016 2:29 am

weve figured some stuff out since our last roll call so.....
  • Selene - 18
  • Daniel - ~15
  • Pride - 20
  • Arwyn - 44
  • Skreem - 10
  • unnamed beast - N/A
  • introject who i dont wanna meet again to find out more about her
  • possibly 4 others from really early on weve gotta look into that at some point
Selene (host) - 4-19, she/her
Arwyn - 44, fae/faer or they/them/their
Daniel - 9-17, he
Skreem - 10, it
Pride - 20, she/her
Beastie - adolescent, it
Tyler/Bluey - 15, he
and many more who don't post here often

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Re: Roll Call

Postby IainEtc » Sun May 29, 2016 9:09 am

Thanks for the Protector/Defender idea.

We have the Rescue Team to get us out of bad sh*t. They're authorized to use force. We also have the Hostage Negotiation Team to talk our way out. They are authorized to lie, cheat, and manipulate. We try not to use these teams because there can be collateral damage. It's better to use the Resources Development Team who organize help and make friends. That's a lower cost option.

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Iain - 14, Colin - 17, Evan - 7, Cody - 16, Host - the adult out front

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which one do they mean?
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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Sat Jul 16, 2016 9:10 pm

An update of how we view the team:

Littles
amy, 4
b, 7
daisy, 9

Teens
Becky, 11
Aelen, 14

Bigs
B, host
RT, work host
HHR, finance and legal host
B19, social function
B28, mother function
Rose, Becca, Rebecca, & Texas - frequent fronts

SS
Protect: Zahra, Marga
Defend: Roger, Snow
Rescue: Chip & Dale (twins)

Central Ops
Tom - Keeper Tracker
OC- mediator and ops

Others
The Lost: Me & I am here
The Librarian
Unity - the future whole
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