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Re: Roll Call

Postby James Strider » Tue Mar 01, 2016 7:02 pm

All four subsystems are present, so I'll list them out.

James (Anna, James, Ryan, and Adrie)
Cassius (Desiree, Cass, Silas)
Maddox (Madeline, Onyx, Flame)
Lacie (Sienna, Violet, Bay)
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Olive, 13, ISTP
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Rixette » Wed Mar 02, 2016 11:56 am

We're new here so introducing ourselves...

R- body age, 21. The current host. Housewife and mum to our daughter, age 10 months. Proud parent but insecure, writer/artist by profession, in recovery from anorexia.
Liliana- nearly 13 (12 sounds so young!) the epitomy of Spoilt Brat and proud. Flirtatious, preppy, girly. Cher from Clueless is her idol.
Mia- age 4, happy-go-lucky, I REALLY LOVE DINOSAURS DINO DINO DINO T REX YES also Mia loves Tedder and Colouring and My Little Pony and DINOS and shorts and CRAFTS bye Mia go now
Faye- Anorexic. Defiantly not recovering, so you can imagine how that goes down with R... She doesn't share much, mostly tries to direct us. Critical, protective, defensive.
R- body age, 21.
Liliana- nearly 13
Mia- age 4
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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Sat Mar 05, 2016 5:46 am

James, we're wondering about one of your subsystems:

James (Anna, James, Ryan, and Adrie)

Does this mean that there are two different Jameses, the one inside the subsystem and the one that encapsulates this subsystem? And since James is also your forum username, does it represent your entire system, thereby signifying a third James?

This is why we could never have nested insiders. The very idea makes us woozy. :?

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Re: Roll Call

Postby brokensystem » Mon Apr 18, 2016 2:16 pm

As of 09:09, April 18, 2016

1.) Em [Host, Body, Front]
2.) Kitty [17, alter, creative, fronts frequently]
3.) Ole [17, alter, kind, sometimes cares for littles]
4.) Rian [9, little, Rebecca's sister, hyper, happy-go-lucky]
5.) Rebecca [4, little, Rian's sister, girly, playful]
6.) Persephone [30-40s, Mother figure, Loving, Nurturing, Responsible]
7.) Eric [30-35, Outside Manager, Responsible, Caring]
8.) Cody [7, Little, Funny, Friendly, Social]
9.) Keaira [19, Angry, Morbid, Witch]
10.) Timothy [8, Mute Little, Sad, Scared]
11.) Sylvia [Unknown, Logical, Clean)
12.) Roger [27, Gay male, Social, Happy, new to the system)
13.) Nexdu [No age, genderless, Internal higher power]
Em[Host], Kitty[17], Ole[17], Persephone[30-40s], Rian[9] and Rebecca[4] (sisters), Cody[7], Eric[30-35], Blue[23], Keaira, Timothy, Sylvia, Roger, Thatcher, ???, ???
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Re: Roll Call

Postby Hannasue » Mon Apr 18, 2016 3:51 pm

alright
Hanna
scar
thistle/demon
isabel
a-wall
ratchet
vertigo
argon
omega
spot
teal
scarlet
alpha
rev
that's everyone though a lot of those don't come out a lot
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Re: Roll Call

Postby brokensystem » Thu Apr 21, 2016 6:59 pm

Doing this again since we have someone new....
13:56 April 21, 2016

Em
Persephone
Rian
Becca
Timothy
Cody
Eric
Sylvia
Nexdu
Roger
Blue
Kitty
Ole
Keaira
Em[Host], Kitty[17], Ole[17], Persephone[30-40s], Rian[9] and Rebecca[4] (sisters), Cody[7], Eric[30-35], Blue[23], Keaira, Timothy, Sylvia, Roger, Thatcher, ???, ???
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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Sun May 08, 2016 12:20 am

Team BeccaBee would like to update our roster:

Snow (48) - Executive Officer
OC - System Administrator
Tom (22) - Keeper Tracker
Roger (31) - Defender
Zahra (26) - Protector
RT - Tech/Legal
B (34) - Interface Specialist
B19 (19) - Social Skills
B28 (28) - Mother, Household
Becky (21) - Field Technician
Rebecca (20) - Coordination/Management
Texas (27) - Substitute/Backup
Rose (19) - Quarantined
Dale (20) - Rescue Ops
Chip (20) - Rescue Agent
Daisy (9) - Resurrected Little
Li'l b (7) - Secret Keeper
Button (4) - Silent
Valor. - needs rescue
Unity. - The Future Whole

pretty ######6 cool that things make a little more sense.
as always. a work in progress. thank you.

i am glad others have found use and purpose in this thread as well.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Mon May 09, 2016 7:37 pm

Thanks for the update!

What's the difference between executive officer and administrator?

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Re: Roll Call

Postby BeccaBee » Mon May 09, 2016 11:10 pm

OC serves as a moderator for group discussions, records information, monitors system rules (and sanctions rule breakers)

Snow intervenes in situations of extreme conflict and distress, she makes executive decisions which seem cold, calculating, ruthless even. but the ultimately ensure system survival and stability.

Tom (Keeper tracker) works closely with OC on communications and inner field work. where she operates centrally. he is on the move. snow doesn't pay attention to daily humps and bumps. she is the big guns.

the big suprise is that li'l b is much, much more than "a little".
she holds a lot of power and is central to system functioning.

I wish I knew away to include the pictures my team has chosen to represent themselves but I am not so tech savvy. maybe I could post a link to some photo Flickr snap a zap type photobook. but dang. I just don't know about that stuff.

learning so much about myself. just mindblowing. right. like Tom IS keeper tracker!
b is much much more.
Roger exists! constant vigilance and defender.
and a new little I do not know....other than to choose a picture and label it "i am here"

i neglected "me" in my roster. I always forget her. me is not myself. I am B. it is the name/identifier she has chosen for herself. me is mostly lost so probably why she gets missed on roster line up and roll call.

it was really interesting to see my inside choose visual representations of themselves.
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Re: Roll Call

Postby MakersDozn » Tue May 10, 2016 3:23 pm

BeccaBee wrote:OC serves as a moderator for group discussions, records information, monitors system rules (and sanctions rule breakers)

Snow intervenes in situations of extreme conflict and distress, she makes executive decisions which seem cold, calculating, ruthless even. but the ultimately ensure system survival and stability.


Thanks for clarifying. We've always seen these two functions as one and the same: running the meetings and being in charge. No wonder nobody wants to run the meetings. :?

This is not to say that we don't believe in delegation. But we always envisioned the "authority figure" as having defined functions: being at the top of the delegation chain; running the meetings; and breaking any tie votes. And age = authority = responsibility. Don't get us started on that one. :?

BeccaBee wrote:Tom (Keeper tracker) works closely with OC on communications and inner field work. where she operates centrally. he is on the move. snow doesn't pay attention to daily humps and bumps. she is the big guns.


Tom sounds like Allegra. :roll:

BeccaBee wrote:the big suprise is that li'l b is much, much more than "a little".
she holds a lot of power and is central to system functioning.


A lot of systems have a kid like that. It's a phenomenon that we call The Kid Who Knows Everything. (Actually, we don't call it that; we just made it up, but you get the idea.)

BeccaBee wrote:I wish I knew away to include the pictures my team has chosen to represent themselves but I am not so tech savvy. maybe I could post a link to some photo Flickr snap a zap type photobook. but dang. I just don't know about that stuff.


That would be great, but Flicker may have a clause in their TOS that prohibits people from uploading stuff that they didn't create. What you need is a file-storage/sharing site that allows the display of images. We use Box.com. They have free accounts available. Once you upload your images to a folder, you can create a link to that folder (make sure to set it to be viewed by anyone with the link).

BeccaBee wrote:learning so much about myself. just mindblowing. right. like Tom IS keeper tracker!


Yeah, we noticed that.

BeccaBee wrote:b is much much more.


And who is b (you)? Oh, wait; you mean li'l b. You're B, with a capital.

Anyway, how do you separate your individual identity from the collective identity of the whole? Charity struggles with this.

BeccaBee wrote:Roger exists! constant vigilance and defender.


In your system, what's the difference between a protector and a defender? We'd never heard the term "defender" used until Sam started using it here, but we assume it means the same as "protector." (Sam, if you're reading, please feel free to clarify.)

BeccaBee wrote:i neglected "me" in my roster. I always forget her. me is not myself. I am B. it is the name/identifier she has chosen for herself. me is mostly lost so probably why she gets missed on roster line up and roll call.


We have Sophie, who's eight and was originally known as "I Dunno." The one we keep forgetting in roll call is willow, who's five and a half, and used to spend all of her time under a willow tree in an isolated area of the grounds. She's progressed to the point of sitting at the perimeter of the backyard and watching the other kids play....some of the time.

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Notable: Charity 25 (oldest), Deborah 23, Drew 23f, Mary 23, Rachel 23, Laura 17.5, Allegra 17, Cass 17, shawn 16f.
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