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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby MakersDozn » Wed Dec 16, 2020 10:54 pm

IainEtc wrote:ALL F-ING RIGHT!

I kept telling Host this guy was a creep. So Host told him to get someone else. We're not working for him. It means less money but Host listened to me!

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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby IainEtc » Wed Dec 30, 2020 11:21 am

This holiday we stayed home and stayed safe. I thought it would be boring as $#%^. But it was calmer. I didn't get triggered so often. No crowds. No traffic. No angry people in my face. It was ######6 easy.

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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby Amythyst » Wed Jan 13, 2021 6:20 pm

(Venting.)

It feels like it's not really a great session with the T when a protector has to take over less than twenty minutes in so we can repeat a conversation we've already had a year ago about T using wishy-washy invalidating language.

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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby IainEtc » Sat Jan 16, 2021 12:00 pm

Angry right now. Iain says I should write about it. Doesn't make any ######6 difference. Everything is still gone completely to $#%^. Who do these #####& think they are? Stupid #####&!

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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby MakersDozn » Sat Jan 16, 2021 3:43 pm

We hear you, Colin. We're angry too.

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Re: for the protectors [venting and advice]

Postby IainEtc » Tue Jan 19, 2021 12:48 pm

What do you do when you're too full of anger? I used to help the system a lot. I fixed $#%^ and drove us places. Now I can't even think straight anymore. It's all attack and defense. I'm arguing with Host about security all the time. Host took us to eat outside at a food truck. I couldn't let us sit down. All I saw was an bad tactical position with no cover. I just want someone to understand how vulnerable we are.

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