For the teenagers!

Toasty wrote:Who's kyo?? Are they your SO??? Tell me about them I am thinking of writing a poem for seangel to thank her. I don't read the newspaper because I find it quite boring. I'm not one of those people who can just sit down and do one thing. That's why I love the computer! You can do multiple things at once xD I currently have 7 tabs on my browser with all different pages! haha.

yeah, Kyo is our SO ^^ he's really amazing and cute. it's sometimes hard to share him with the others though but he always has time for all of us. He's also the reason I changed a lot..

lindi wrote:Eh, hi... It's me, Colly, again. Blueberry was going to reply to this, 'cause she can relate a lot to the anger and... causing chaos and such. But thinking about it made her upset and now she can't come out of her room and reply (it's of course absolutely not in any way your fault, Yuki, she just has her own issues ). But she gave me permission to explain this a little.
She has always had a lot of anger. *TW* Her parents in our world have already died, but they were never good parents. When Blueberry was little, she had her anger suppressed, but some time after her dad's death the anger bursted out and she became very destructive for some time. Now she has calmed down a lot, but sometimes gets very frustrated or inconsolable. *TW* ends

Hey Colly ^^ I'm sorry to have triggered her nonetheless :\ I hope she'll be okay.... It sounds liike she went through a really bad time. For us, Hiki supressed her anger and that formed me, actually, so it's a bit different but I still have difficulties controlling it sometimes.

ohh, superpowers.. I'd actually really like to fly.. with or without wings, as long as it's fast and free I like the air.. but airplanes are scary because of all the strange people sitting around you.. maybe I need a private jet, haha.

Oh also, speaking of anger, -sorry for upcoming rant- we just went to see our therapist and it went REALLY well, we only have to see him once evey month or so now instead of every week, but then we went home and her mum absolutely ruined it. I have no idea why she still asks how therapy went because it always results in her ranting about how difficult it is for her and how she can't accept it and wants to accept it but can't see us differently than some fantasy.. And that that is why she ignores us when she happens to see Marvy or me until hiki returns to 'normal' .. I can't wait until we're gone here... but it's about a year more to go.. :\ guess I'll go call Kyo now and tell him what happened because Hiki is now crying in the mindscape and won't come out.

GeMerope wrote:I'm sorry to have triggered her nonetheless :\ I hope she'll be okay.... It sounds liike she went through a really bad time. For us, Hiki supressed her anger and that formed me, actually, so it's a bit different but I still have difficulties controlling it sometimes.

Aww, no, don't feel sorry at all. Blueberry said that it was she herself who started to talk about her own role... and I think she's already quite calm. She said that she can come out for a walk with me, and after that she is probably fine
About superpowers... I already said in the little's thread something about being able to control the weather. I don't even know why, but the thought of creating heavy rain or a really powerful wind makes me like... euphoric or something Sometimes when there's a strong wind I stand there "focused" and pretend that I'm making it so strong with the power of my mind. Sometimes it feels so real! But there's the problem that the power would have consequences in the real word and I don't want to cause anything bad.
And Yuki, I'm so sorry to hear about Hiki's mum upsetting you. It must be terrible to be rejected like that I really hope she will come to her senses and not only accept you but also understand!
-Colly

lindi wrote:

GeMerope wrote:I'm sorry to have triggered her nonetheless :\ I hope she'll be okay.... It sounds liike she went through a really bad time. For us, Hiki supressed her anger and that formed me, actually, so it's a bit different but I still have difficulties controlling it sometimes.

Aww, no, don't feel sorry at all. Blueberry said that it was she herself who started to talk about her own role... and I think she's already quite calm. She said that she can come out for a walk with me, and after that she is probably fine
About superpowers... I already said in the little's thread something about being able to control the weather. I don't even know why, but the thought of creating heavy rain or a really powerful wind makes me like... euphoric or something Sometimes when there's a strong wind I stand there "focused" and pretend that I'm making it so strong with the power of my mind. Sometimes it feels so real! But there's the problem that the power would have consequences in the real word and I don't want to cause anything bad.
And Yuki, I'm so sorry to hear about Hiki's mum upsetting you. It must be terrible to be rejected like that I really hope she will come to her senses and not only accept you but also understand!
-Colly

Kyttin wrote:Hi, Silence. I understand what you are asking, but I don't have an answer to it. I guess you could be both. We are still not sure about all this ourselves. Anyways, I'm sorry guys for the earlier posts. New alter, have no clue about him/her. So sorry again about the two posts.

GeMerope wrote:Colly: I hope she's doing better now Come out for a walk? I'm actually not sure, but do you guys also go outside of the body often..? Cause i heard a lot of people who don't do that and where everyone is in the mind but not outside the body...

Yes, she's back to normal I'm not sure what you mean by going outside the body... Do you mean that we experience the outer world through the body? We do that more or less, although everything goes through the manager and she decides what we do (in the outer world)... so for example our body can go on a walk, and I and Blueberry both experience it.
But not everyone of us can experience things together at the same time! But still we get to know what happened through the manager. Then there's our inner world where we freely do whatever we like. It's hard to explain, you can ask if something was unclear How does it work for you if you can explain?
-Colly

lindi wrote:Yes, she's back to normal I'm not sure what you mean by going outside the body... Do you mean that we experience the outer world through the body? We do that more or less, although everything goes through the manager and she decides what we do (in the outer world)... so for example our body can go on a walk, and I and Blueberry both experience it.
But not everyone of us can experience things together at the same time! But still we get to know what happened through the manager. Then there's our inner world where we freely do whatever we like. It's hard to explain, you can ask if something was unclear How does it work for you if you can explain?
-Colly