escape from home

my first dissociative fugue episode was during my 10th grade,i started to think how to escape from my house and leave all my families friends and start life as a different man with different personalities,all those movies played inside my mind,and i escaped from my home not fully but partially,my active,thoughtfull,energetic personality that have good knowledge on electronics and computer i leaved there and a new persoality,an introvert,shy,i changed in many ways,my father has told me to go to another school in a village,i gone there and one part of myself teared away from me,it was about 2 years after the splitting and now i have came back to my home completing my pre degree,but i have no connection with this place or anything my mind is screwed up so much to the extent that i cannot even fell my hometown,it all feel so sad, when i listen to my story like an outwatd observer, only parts or fragments lieing here and there,i am so scared about the coming years,any way i want to cope

As described, this is a runaway episode, not a dissociative fugue.