Hey,
I don't know if anyone will answer on here or not but it's worth a try as I see lots of posts are older now.
Really struggle at times to come to terms with the amnesia I suffered. My life, maybe like others on here, was built upon my ability to understand/compute/analyse/memorize, and when that was taken so was my life in a big way. I've regained some of my memory now thankfully, but there are things that bug me such as ideas I had stored, perhaps knowledge I had the understanding of and it doesn't seem to come back to me. I wonder if I was a fool to ever attach value to them? I wonder if I need to let them go along with the hopes of my ideas coming back to me. I'll give you an example here: I was about to write a book on a subject at the time I was very knowledgable about and so I set out on my quest to realise this dream I had, amnesia came along and now I don't even remember what I was going to write about. It's like I have a memory that I was going to do it, I even have sort of "Shadows" of memories that are still there in a way but I can't ever understand or access those memories.
How do I overcome this? I hated the people who pushed me over the edge to cause what happened, I've since let them go and wreak havoc elsewhere, but it seems I'm still stuck here despite that letting go process. Its been 4 years now and I'm losing hope. Just wondering if someone can light some form of hope for me that this can be overcome and that I can get what I lost back somehow.
RC