Could tis be my Mom

My mom can not remember how she disciplined us even says she never did these things and I remember her twin brother who has been on every drug,alcholic and seriously depressed can still remeber her discipline that she did to us but she cant but she is busy reminding me how I turned her in for abuse or how I was a difficult child. How I was bad to her its like why does she remember things when I tried to be me that was called being defiant because she wanted to control me and even some ways were abusive ways I tried to get out of so when I told ppl she abused teachers nurse principal had me and mom in a meeting there so I took it back saying I lied.Mom cant forget about that which was 18 years ago and she has her version of the scissor story how I ran up to her and stabbed her. The truth is she was in her moods decided to run @ me like a bull I froze then she makes herself get poked by the scissors. That was 20 years ago and I ended up in psych ward.

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