I'm teenage boy. My grandma died 6 weeks ago. I now live with my dad who is 52. My mother left me as 5 months old baby. I'm ugly, poor and I like girl that's a year older and rich and beautiful.
I play violin, english is my L2 as you've noticed. My IQ is 123. I really did everything I could about my depression. I went in hospital, talked to friends, overdosed on pills, tried to kill myself and nothing solved this. I live in a house that look like its just gonna fall apart every moment. I have maybe 4 or 5 real friends. Girl I like blocked me on fb and I don't really have the guts to come to talk to her. I know what any response would be, and thats either LOL getaway or GOODBYE.
I used so many forums, this the last one I'm gonna try, so please I'm begging you, do something