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Going at it alone

Postby Bluedreams » Sat Aug 01, 2020 5:19 am

Hi guys,

In the past all I've wanted is to not be alone. But now I'm in a great marriage and life is generally good and all I want is to be alone to sit in my depression. I saw someone and starting working on my crap in college. And life just got in the way once I graduated. I think I've always had some form of low grade depression my whole life and I've been very good at hiding everything. Since January, I've started to sense it creeping back up on me. But now I'm not alone all I want to do is be alone with my depression and just live in that hole alone.

Im unable to express any of this to my husband and honestly I don't want to. So am I just going to have to resign myself to smush this down and continue pretending for the rest of my life?

Does anyone else experience this?
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