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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Mon Feb 12, 2018 12:01 am

Hope you're ok(ish) Jellybeanery
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Jellybeanery » Fri Feb 16, 2018 7:08 am

Thank you, and same to you, smurf, but...

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I legit had a plan to off myself earlier. I guess more just a very lovely and peaceful thought. But I guess it was a plan, since I had it, well, planned out. I didn't attempt it though because I'm too lazy. I think I'll just go to sleep and see what tomorrow brings.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Echinacea » Fri Feb 16, 2018 9:50 am

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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Jellybeanery » Fri Feb 16, 2018 9:56 pm

As of right now, I'm just upset. I don't have any plans of suicide or SH. So I'm safe. For now. But if it does get the point I can't handle it anymore, I will check myself in. I'm usually pretty good with getting help when I need it.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Sun Mar 04, 2018 6:54 pm

I desperately need to cut
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Snaga » Tue Mar 06, 2018 1:38 am

Try not to, sweetie.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Tue Mar 06, 2018 2:43 pm

I'm really struggling. Very weepy. Currently waiting to see cmht. Quite freaked out. I can't be honest. Being honest is going to have so many consequences. I can't deal with the consequences. Struggling to deal with any of this. Catch 22 situation I guess. Either way I'm screwed.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Snaga » Tue Mar 06, 2018 5:01 pm

And not being honest, will... undo everything you've done so far, to get yourself away from this situation?

I hate to say it, but I think having begun, unless you can see another way to free yourself from the hell you've been living, you've got to stick to honesty, sweetie.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Fri Mar 09, 2018 12:26 am

I opted for partial honesty! I know I need to do complete honesty, but it's difficult. I'm trying though. I feel very disconnected from everything just now and was hoping to ground myself a bit by now, but no. My little spaceship in my head is still orbiting and can't find the safety it needs to land just now
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Snaga » Sun Mar 11, 2018 3:47 am

Hugs! I think I understand what you're saying, hon.
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