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Re: How do you feel today? *may trigger

Postby Lifeontheline » Sun Jul 07, 2019 7:56 am

My husband knows part of it. It's hard to tell him. I know he finds it difficult to deal with it... Just maybe he thinks I'm maki g thuis up for attention. But I don't know... It's really is not.

I went to the pub yesterday and had drunk far too much. When I'm drunk I become very honest. Too honest, actually. So when two people asked me how it was going, I flaked everything out...

Everything that had happened on Friday... I only realized how lightly I told it until their faces jumped to a serious and worried face...

This morning I sent them an app containing my apologies. I'm really embarrassed... Now recovering from the headache and nausea...
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Re: How do you feel today? *may trigger

Postby ArchCannon » Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:24 am

Sh*t, the only times when I feel anything is when I'm high or drunk.
These are the times when I badly want to sh, as well.

Last time I got drunk I found myself wrestling with my roommate over a knife.

Last time I was high I got paranoid so I wanted a few cuts to snap myself back to reality.

I just want to feel, instead of being numbed out all the time.
They have something to believe in, and that is all they need.
It's not that much. But it's also everything.
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