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Re: How do you feel today? *may trigger

Postby Lifeontheline » Sun Jul 07, 2019 7:56 am

My husband knows part of it. It's hard to tell him. I know he finds it difficult to deal with it... Just maybe he thinks I'm maki g thuis up for attention. But I don't know... It's really is not.

I went to the pub yesterday and had drunk far too much. When I'm drunk I become very honest. Too honest, actually. So when two people asked me how it was going, I flaked everything out...

Everything that had happened on Friday... I only realized how lightly I told it until their faces jumped to a serious and worried face...

This morning I sent them an app containing my apologies. I'm really embarrassed... Now recovering from the headache and nausea...
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Re: How do you feel today? *may trigger

Postby ArchCannon » Fri Jul 12, 2019 3:24 am

Sh*t, the only times when I feel anything is when I'm high or drunk.
These are the times when I badly want to sh, as well.

Last time I got drunk I found myself wrestling with my roommate over a knife.

Last time I was high I got paranoid so I wanted a few cuts to snap myself back to reality.

I just want to feel, instead of being numbed out all the time.
...eyes covered in pink and bleach
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