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Re: Self harming at 6 years old...

Postby birdsong87 » Tue Feb 18, 2020 12:02 pm

I started self-harming when I was 4. It wasn't until I was an adult that memory of trauma re-surfaced. now it makes a lot of sense.
I liked what it looks like, especially when it formed drops. I was also totally numb to normal emotions and this felt relaxing. it doesn't seem so strange from the trauma perspective.
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Re: Self harming at 6 years old...

Postby Manners73 » Sun Feb 23, 2020 7:41 pm

Thank you for your input birdsong87.

This aspect of myself isn't something I've ever talked about before I spoke to a therapist.

I'm starting to understand a lot about my childhood now and I'm coming to terms with the abuse that took place. I also now know that I didn't feel anything emotional and cutting myself would have been a way for me to feel something, even though I didn't understand that at the time.

I can also remember wanting to show other people my blood as well.

It fascinated me so in my mind I expected it to fascinate them as well.

I can remember people asking me how I'd done it and I can remember lying and telling them that I'd fallen in the rose bushes.
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