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Want to give up

Postby SunshinezPuzzle » Fri May 25, 2018 6:48 am

I haven't been sleeping well for the past four months. It's just impossible to fall asleep. I go to bed at 8pm but I can't sleep. I guess the last time I slept for at least six hours was on the 16th of May. I am suicidal too, and that's why I don't want to take sleeping pills, because if I do, then I know that I will overdose. I self harm, and I don't eat food as well. I eat once in a while. I guess the last time I ate was last Sunday.
It's too hard for me now a days.
I think I might even call this my last attempts to living.
I want to give up.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby Snaga » Tue May 29, 2018 3:13 am

Hello,

We have given you a topic of your own, and moved the post to cutting and self injury on account of the way you're feeling. How are you doing now?
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Re: Want to give up

Postby SunshinezPuzzle » Wed Jun 13, 2018 4:34 am

Hello Snaga,
I don't really know what I should be saying right now. Life has been hard and at the moment, it's just showing me that if I want to die, then I should try.
I'm not okay. I know I'm not.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby Snaga » Wed Jun 13, 2018 4:52 am

If you're feeling the urge to hurt yourself that intense, then please call or go to a hospital and let them know you're feeling in danger... or at least call a hotline. We have some numbers in a sticky at the top of this forum, also the US nat'l line is listed in our forum rules, as well.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby SunshinezPuzzle » Wed Jun 13, 2018 4:58 am

Thanks for the idea Snaga, but I don't really want to bother people...
Maybe it's just a mood swing and has nothing to do with my depression. {I hope.}
But, I wish I could be okay. That, I am not.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby Snaga » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:02 am

People are there at hospital, on crisis phone lines, to be bothered, sweetie.

It's not always possible to be okay and sometimes we need help.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby SunshinezPuzzle » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:08 am

I don't know...
I don't want to. And right now, I want to cry but there aren't any tears. It hurts. Everything Hurts. And I'm so tired. I don't want to fight anymore.I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't even want to exist.
Oh gawd. what's happening to me?
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Re: Want to give up

Postby Snaga » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:12 am

Depression sometimes robs me of my ability to cry, too.

Please think about calling someone. Is there a local number you can call and talk to someone?
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Re: Want to give up

Postby SunshinezPuzzle » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:18 am

I don't have a phone on me right now. I'm sitting on top of my four storey building.
and i havent been crying for the past three years or so. i cant cry, so i self harm.
its easier.
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Re: Want to give up

Postby Snaga » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:20 am

It's easier in the short term, but in the long term it's not, sweetie. Can you borrow a phone? Use Skype or something to call a local number?
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