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Cutting antisocial

Postby ArchCannon » Fri May 04, 2018 7:47 pm

So, I don't really know if it belongs to that other forum section, as it's kind of on the border between the two.
I've been cutting for months now, as I have quite a difficult time in my life.

But I did manage to identify the reason for it. I have AsPD, which causes me to remain emotionless in situations in which other people overflow with emotions. A quite recent example being the death of my pet dog. So, I remained calm and emotionally unaffected when the rest of my family cried in despair. But I still know I'm supposed to feel bad at times like this, so I kind of make up for it by cutting.
To feel pain is better than to feel nothing, or so I'm inclined to believe. I mean, this emptiness is kinda hard to bear.

Apologies if this is the wrong place to post this or just too weird.
Sorry for the inconvenience if my english is bad, not my native language, this one.
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Re: Cutting antisocial

Postby jaus tail » Sat May 05, 2018 8:34 am

the problem with cutting is its risky and leaves scars. my friend suggested holding an ice cube whenever i get urge to cut. now i do that. it helps.
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Re: Cutting antisocial

Postby ArchCannon » Sat May 05, 2018 12:47 pm

I don't really mind the scars, this is not an issue to me.
Riskiness factor only makes it more tempting.
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Re: Cutting antisocial

Postby ArchCannon » Sun May 06, 2018 9:08 pm

It got significantly worse. You know what, I really would prefer my parents to support me, instead of tearing me down, as they do. Especially now, when I have a tough time in life. Instead of offering support they crush any debris of confidence I had into dust.
I was unable to recollect myself without using a razor blade.
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Re: Cutting antisocial

Postby jaus tail » Mon May 07, 2018 3:07 am

some people should never become parents. but your life is at stake here. your health. using ice cubes and holding them in ur palm is less risky than a razor blade.

you have this forum for support.
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