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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Tue Oct 24, 2017 5:06 pm

These people are changing the eating rule to suit themselves. Today l' being told by a different member of staff that in order to get six cans l have to eat three meals a day, even though the manager said to me yesterday that l can have the 6 cans regardlessly of whether l eat. I'm getting p****d off with this!
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Tue Oct 24, 2017 10:03 pm

I'd go to the manager, then- sounds like poor communication, somewhere.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Oct 25, 2017 2:14 pm

I texted the manager yesterday evening to clarify the booze/food situation and she she is making out that she told me if l ate three meals a day l could have 6 cans. And if l didn't eat, l only got 4. Had breakfast this morning, a d lunch but tried to force commit after lunchv but it failed. At this rate, l'm going to be piling on weight.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Oct 25, 2017 6:17 pm

Have eaten three meal s today. Was actually hungry at tea time so ate a round and a half of sandwiches. First full day of meals in a while. Unfortunately,.l felt bloated afterwards so had to try and make myself sick. A member of staff made a. flippant remark suggesting that sandwiches was not a proper tea. She should be thankful that l ate anything. Anyway, l stormed off and tried to s/h and then tried to make myself sick as l was feeling bloated.

I have been feeling irritable and emotional today. Could have something to do with having no sleep again last night. I wanted to s/h but couldn't.

Mum texted me this afternoon to see if l wanted to go out of the home with her for a while. Unfortunately her text arrived after l had drunk a can of cider and l was a bit out of my safe judgement zone, so politely declined.

I need to sleep tonight, but whether that will happen is yet to be seen.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Wed Oct 25, 2017 6:32 pm

Well I hope you can....
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Oct 25, 2017 8:30 pm

TRIGGER WARNING: feeling really tense today and it's reaching a high. Need to s/h.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Tue Oct 31, 2017 1:51 am

Feeling restless. Can' unwind or settle to sleep. Got to keep busy or it will come crashing down on me.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Tue Oct 31, 2017 2:36 am

How are you in regards the SH- keeping care of them and staying as safe as you can?
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Tue Oct 31, 2017 3:25 am

Just did it. I'm getting really frustrated and angry with staff forcing me to eat, and now they are starting to open packages l receive. I'm getting frustrated at not being allowed out. I'm not receiving help to deal with my problems and the staff don't trust me. Even when l'm towing the line l don't get any acknowledgement of that.
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Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Tue Oct 31, 2017 5:30 am

I'm a mess in more ways than l know how to handle. Been awake all night again.
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