Our partner

NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Open discussions about Cutting and Self Injury. This forum may be triggering.

Moderators: Snaga, lilyfairy

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Thu Oct 12, 2017 5:00 am

Having a sleepless night again. Took my sleep meds at about 10.30pm and yet again, they haven't taken effect. Am now keeping myself going with coffee. I seriously think my meds need reviewing.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)


ADVERTISEMENT

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Fri Oct 13, 2017 1:06 pm

May trigger: my arms feel like they are burning. Tried cutting without success. Tried burning with a lighter, but am too aware of leaving a smell in my room. Need to get away from myself!
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Fri Oct 13, 2017 6:37 pm

hugs and try to stay safe
Image

Tell someone you love them today, for Life is short. But scream it to them in Klingon, for Life is also terrifying and confusing.

We do not delete posts.
Let it go.
Without (forum) rules, we all might as well be up in a tree flinging our crap at each other.
User avatar
Snaga
Site Admin
 
Posts: 14779
Joined: Fri Jun 27, 2014 1:58 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 2:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Fri Oct 13, 2017 7:53 pm

I don't feel safe from myself right now. I'm trying to drown out my thoughts with loud music and a can of cider but my thoughts are too strong. I feel a meltdoiwn coming on.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Sat Oct 14, 2017 9:00 pm

I'm out of control of my thoughts and feelings again. Can't stand the torment going on in my head.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Sat Oct 14, 2017 10:26 pm

I sure do wish you could relax a bit, and your mind give you a little bit of a break.... if you give anxiety an inch.....
Image

Tell someone you love them today, for Life is short. But scream it to them in Klingon, for Life is also terrifying and confusing.

We do not delete posts.
Let it go.
Without (forum) rules, we all might as well be up in a tree flinging our crap at each other.
User avatar
Snaga
Site Admin
 
Posts: 14779
Joined: Fri Jun 27, 2014 1:58 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 2:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Sun Oct 15, 2017 7:38 pm

I wish l had the pain threshold to do myself some real damage right now.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby Snaga » Mon Oct 16, 2017 1:33 am

I'm glad you don't.

I'm glad I don't, either, for that matter...
Image

Tell someone you love them today, for Life is short. But scream it to them in Klingon, for Life is also terrifying and confusing.

We do not delete posts.
Let it go.
Without (forum) rules, we all might as well be up in a tree flinging our crap at each other.
User avatar
Snaga
Site Admin
 
Posts: 14779
Joined: Fri Jun 27, 2014 1:58 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 2:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Mon Oct 16, 2017 7:09 pm

This never ending cycle of my head going round and the self abuse just does n't stop. I went out earlier and drank, but still the torrment goes on. I want to cause myself some real pain.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: NOT SURE WHAT TO DO

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Thu Oct 19, 2017 10:51 pm

I cannot break this cycle of self abuse and depression. I keep screwing up.
User avatar
TROJAN WARRIOR
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 895
Joined: Mon Oct 24, 2011 3:53 pm
Local time: Thu Aug 06, 2020 7:35 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

PreviousNext

Return to Cutting and Self Injury Forum

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: Google [Bot] and 11 guests