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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Feb 01, 2017 2:18 am

My wrists are really screaming, and I'm doing everything in my power to ignore them!

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I don't know how I got to this hell, but I want it to end!
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Feb 01, 2017 3:33 pm

As above!
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Feb 01, 2017 6:13 pm

I'm screwed. Nothing works anymore!
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby realityhere » Wed Feb 01, 2017 6:17 pm

Trojan,

What is the status of the bedsores, are they healing or getting worse?
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Feb 01, 2017 6:37 pm

They are healing, but I now have a really sore left groin, and the nurses are only coming every other day now, despite my objections and I'm reaching the end of my tether.
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby realityhere » Wed Feb 01, 2017 7:30 pm

Trojan,

It's possible that since the carers see healing of the sores and how your spasms can get out of control when touched, that they've cut back on the visits to minimize the severe spasm reactions when they do the dressings. It 's likely their thinking is due perhaps to leaving you alone every other day to give your body time to relax? The carers don't have any control over your drinking and making a mess of yourself--only you can control it, if you want to.

The alcohol counselor may be right about cutting back the consumption. Try to buy only a certain count of cans and know that's all you're going to drink for the day/ night. Your body needs to adjust gradually so that you don't get severe withdrawal symptoms.

Concentrate on allowing your physical body to heal so that your soul can take on the task of emotional healing. One step at a time, Trojan.

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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Feb 01, 2017 8:10 pm

Realityhere, the only reason they district nurses have cut the visits to every other daday is because they no longeer think it requires daily attention. They have screwed my brain and they can't do any more damage.

PM to follow.

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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby smurf » Thu Feb 02, 2017 9:07 pm

Stay safe

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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Thu Mar 08, 2018 9:40 pm

My depression and urges to del harm again an l don't know if l can stop it building. Have recently spent two weeks in hospital with flu but came back to the home 2 or3 days ago and l can't with the reactions lam getting from the staff. They stopped me drinking alcohol about 5 weeks ago, and it has only achieved in making me defiant. Yesterday l ordered more, but l don't know if they will allow me any. I have cut once since being back..l have not eaten in about 4 days and my anger and depression a increasing.
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Re: HELP! PERSONAL ISSUE THAT IS CRUSHING ME

Postby smurf » Fri Mar 09, 2018 12:23 am

Trojan I know you don't see it this way, but they are trying to help you. They are trying to improve your lifestyle and yeah I get that you want the alcohol and that you're now struggling with it and are probably going to replace one addiction with another. Can you try some self care and take care of yourself for a change? Can you try to appreciate the things people are doing to help you rather than fighting and protesting about things? Stop swearing at me as you're reading this! I'm playing devils advocate tonight.

Oh how come you appear to have lost a years worth of posts??

Seriously a little self love from time to time helps everyone.

Stay safe and I can hear you swearing at me ;)
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