by Demon Lilith » Tue Jul 30, 2013 7:30 pm
I've actually remembered/discovered more over the last two years, so.
I was asking because I was looking for anything that could possibly support or refute what I was remembering, basically. I had the vague idea that my grandfather's abuse was connected to a group, and the idea that it had something to do with Levi kept bugging me. I thought that the entire thing sounded like a conspiracy theory, though, and I was trying hard to see if anyone had experienced anything similar before I blindly believed it. Eventually, I realized that there was a group, but the motivation behind a religious connection was to mimic "Satanic Ritual Abuse" in order to make the entire thing seem impossible. The people behind it reasoned that they were already Jewish, so why not throw in the added element of disbelief by making it a "Jewish cult?" After all, who's ever heard of that? They focused on Levi in particular because one of the leaders was from that particular sect, I guess, and it made the whole thing seem more "mystical."
For all that, it wasn't really religious, just a cover for a child pr*stitution and p*rnography ring. That explains why we're left alone now: too old. I think that this is the one time I'll ever be thankful that those bast*rds had no interest in anyone past puberty!
I don't know if it's still considered RA or not. There was definitely brainwashing, but it was more to keep the kids easy to work with than anything else. I don't know, it's still too painful to really think about much. There are certain things that I still can't touch on without just wanting to hide somewhere and never acknowledge reality again. I probably shouldn't have pushed myself so hard for information in the first place, but.
Thank you for your help.
Rage and Co