Missed opportunities to make progress in life?

I AM about to turn 26 AND NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO ATTEND COURSES AND HAVE BOOKS OF MY OWN, NEVER HAD THE POSSIBILITY TO BUY THEM SINCE i hHAD NO MONEY AND WORKED SO HARD TO EARN MONEY SINCE I LIVE IN A VERY POOR COUNTRY AN DPOSSIBILITIES ARE LIMITED WHEN YOU HAVE NO CONNECTIONS. iS IT REALLY LATE TO START LEARNING FROM INTERNET SINCE I ALWAYS SUFFERD FOR NOT HAVING BOOKS AND SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE MEDITATING AND OVERTHINKING. It may sound ridiulous but i always suffered for that and startet to feel old, since everyone took me for a genius and I've been through a severe depression which lasted 6 years.
ANY ADVICE