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Postby DocmissingDJ » Sun Dec 01, 2019 4:53 pm

: :| Hi I am Doc and a compulsive liar.
I have destroyed my relationship with the woman I love. We are not together now as we both have ailing parents.

I am so thankful for finding this forum. I am in tears. I need to overcome this so we can be together. She says she needs time and I am willing to do what's needed.

This is step 1. My heart goes out to anyone fighting this. I am miserable and lonely without her. I text her as she said that was ok but only get small answers no true conversation.

I have apologized but she says sorry doesn't cut it anymore and I don't blame her.
We both love each other, she told me this. We have to find ourselves before we can be back together. Plus me stopping the stupid lying to her.


I look forward to any help and ideas plus will help and support anyone fighting for their true love.
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Re: New member searching for help

Postby DocmissingDJ » Mon Dec 02, 2019 3:51 pm

So I chatted with my gf last night. She needs time which I have agreed to give her for both of our sakes.

We will text in the morning and night time and that's all unless an emergency. It's the best I can do for now. She is in a lot of pain due to my coward self in lying so much. If you are a believer in prayer please include US in them.
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Postby DocmissingDJ » Wed Dec 04, 2019 11:25 pm

Day 4. No lies. Not even a white lie. I will beat this!
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Postby DocmissingDJ » Fri Dec 06, 2019 3:51 am

Day 5
Sad day didn't get to talk to that all. Ignored my text messages. Was worried couldn't eat and felt.ill.
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Postby DocmissingDJ » Fri Dec 06, 2019 11:08 pm

So much for needing time. She calls me today and says her new by is with her.
I guess karma but me. I have now lost the woman I was deeply in love with. Guess she wasn't as much as I thought.
Well this has been a rather sucky ending to my decade of the 10s.
I am destroyed. Heart is broken. Million jagged pieces.
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