by SmallTalkRed » Wed Oct 21, 2009 5:27 pm
Hi,
if you want me opinion, You are suffering from out of control PTSD.
I have it. It is scary.
You mentioned many things I can relate to, and I could not find help.
You are a trauma survivor. Accept the PTSD and you might get more help.
It is depression , avoidant, anxiety.
We have a Combat PTSD Forum also.
Men and women who serve their country should get the best of the best, on everything.
Here in the states there are 2 kinds of disabilty physical and mental (they call it SSI)
If you see a psych and they dx you as PTSD. And the psych so you should not work.(which
Do it today, dont put it off, combant ptsd should get you plenty of reason and you will get help.
I tried without meds, but I can not function , to many thoughts, to much anger, felt like NO ONE listened or heard me.
Use you strength, drive, anger to motivate you to get the PTSD under control, then the other things will fall in to place.
peace to you,
red
If you are American, then Thank you for serving out country.