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I used to like people

Postby thejan » Fri Oct 26, 2018 11:13 pm

Now i despise them. Ok, that is not the right word.

I really loved people. I loved to be around them. I loved to be liked by them.

Now there is just... nothing. It is like my friends have become "strangers on the bus". I don't even know how that happened.
I guess people have become kind of boring to me and i just don't care anymore. I need constant stimulation. And people cannot give that to me. I know this is kind of sad.

Well. I don't need anyone anymore it seems.

Hooray. Question mark?

Sorry. Anyone relate?
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Re: I used to like people

Postby jaus tail » Sat Oct 27, 2018 6:24 am

i feel anxious around people and prefer to stay alone. there was a festival in uni yesterday n i joined in to 'have fun', but felt out of place with everyone around. so i returned to my room.

with people around, i dont know what to say, or i'm afraid i'll say something stupid n make a food of myself.
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