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I think im disgusting

Postby ZaTV » Wed Aug 21, 2019 11:03 pm

I been obsessed with my appearance since i was a puber because some boys say i was ugly, for some reason my "bestfriend" was obsessed to compare with me and question to every boy who was the most pretty.
My dad always make bad comentaries about fat or ugly people in my childhood, the family of my mom when a baby born the first question they make are "and the baby are cute or ugly?" instend to question if they have good health.

Today i have 22 and im looking better than ever, i lost 30 pounds, i receive male atenccion and most people say im beautiful, but no matter how good i look when someone say the word "ugly" "fat" "gross" i guess was adressed to me.
I feel me anxious everyday, its hard live thinking in my appareance all day, i cant focus in my work, in making friends(i dont have friends), etc.

I hope anyone can help me because i cant enjoy life with this situation :(
Thanks for take you time to read this :)
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Re: I think im disgusting

Postby Auroraally » Thu Sep 05, 2019 8:59 pm

Hey. I went through a similar experience to you when I was younger and I am going through the same thing as you now. Would you like to talk? It's always easier when you have someone else to talk with who's going through the same thing xx
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Re: I think im disgusting

Postby Chelsea55 » Tue Nov 05, 2019 10:34 am

I understand how you feel I’ve been like this so long and I’ve only recently discovered about this condition. If people pay me a compliment I think there making jokes at me being like this stops me from doing so much in my life I worry about things people probably don’t. I hate when somebody walks past me I feel like they can just see all these things wrong with me and they are judging and laughing at me and it’s honestly so horrible. Some of my family tell me there’s nothing wrong I’m just negative minded like I choose to feel this way or they even have a clue? What I see in the mirror makes me want to cry I just want to be pretty that’s all. I strugggle with relationships as letting somebody that close will show them how awful I look and am and it’s just too much. I just don’t know what do anymore I’ve had cosmetic surgery to make me pretty and I still hate myself.
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