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Author: | xod_s [ Sun Dec 23, 2012 4:24 am ] |
Blog Subject: | If I had practiced marital Tai-chi when I little.. |
Tai-chi is actually a martial art.It's familar 2 a lot of ppl in it's Yang style health variant but trust me it's just as much a martial art & can be practiced just as fast as any animal style gung-fu,karate or silat style.Look I'm saying this right now so I won't gleeful get carried away in explaining about it,more. It's pretty unlikely that I'll find someone in Hamilton,Ontario that'll teach me martial style Tai-chi.Maybe when Keanu Reeves Tai-chi movie is out but until then I think the best I could do is sign up 4 the health variant & thru a combo of internet & other looks ups improv enuff 2 autodidact myself in2 the martial style of it.Even that would take years.Take years long like my other scenerio. If I had taken up health variant Tai-chi when I was little kid (yes even with my old hip problem back then) it would help me eventually develop in2 the martial style.Maybe with enuff speed,ideal form,accuracy & pressure like Jet Li in "Twin warriors" ![]() More importantly those breathing excercise would have benefitted my brain greatly.I wonder about my breathing & heart patterns sometimes.That and drinking a TON more water on a consistent basis then I had throughout most of my life when I only drank as much as I felt I needed.Both having air 2 my brain & a life-bringing coolant like water prob.would have helped me 2 not have the underconnectivtiy I might have. |
Author: | xod_s [ Wed Dec 19, 2012 3:30 am ] |
Blog Subject: | The smell of my childhood |
I remember when I was 12 my mom bought from a discount store called "Giant tigers" a bottle of shampoo.It was transparent,the shampoo was dark yellowish & the design on the cover looked like something done in pencil crayon with a yellow background in a style like that of the "I feel for you" Chaka Khan album.It said "mango cherry".I opened it 2 whiff it and was astonished.It smelled like my childhood (by then when I was 12 I didn't really consider myself a child anymore).It might sound bizzare and still sounds strange 2 me but it's true,that's what I thought then and there. |
Author: | xod_s [ Wed Dec 19, 2012 1:44 am ] |
Blog Subject: | Frustration o'having 2 work 4 the things needed 2 do neccesities |
I've always been hardly able 2 do ground excercises like push-ups,sit ups & crunches.Even though I no longer have the leg problems I had when I was little does such excercises strangely hurts my belly button 4 some reason.The bizarreness of the pain of get struck in the bell button is something that sends shivers 2 me & I have a sister who had that region cut open 4 a surgery ![]() Unfortunately it seems that my arms being the feeble twigs that they are (despite yrs of a calcium heavy diet that would make my bones a different matter) I have trouble doing a d--- simple push-up.2 think that I need 2 "workout" my arms that way b4 I can "workout" my arms yet again on slow,heavy,labourous excercise machines 4 a looonngg time b4 I can go on 2 a total body workout & yet even longer b4 I have a half-adequate habit that gives me conspicous results -_-.It painfully reminds me of how after being fired soon from the only real job I've had so far my mom suggested that maybe I can get "practice" 4 [blue collar] work by volunteering.I repeat:get "PRACTICE" 4 [blue collar] work by volunteering 4 flips sake! >:( . I remember getting teased by some1 in high school when 4 some extremely bizzare reason despite how e-z it looked I could lift myself up on this bar & word seemed 2 spread 2 a dingbat I knew in elementary.It's like those guys were racing greyhounds in g.8 just waiting 4 high school 2 arrive so that they could burst full speed 2 being in a high school workout gym with various ages of ppl & join the obnoxious,stuck-up scene of "work-outers" who feel it's their right 2 make fun of ppl & strut around.Thus the story of how like 75% o'boys gain muscle during there teens in2 what is apparently a regular proportion. I wonder why the f---- does someone as prideful,boisterous & stuck-up as Leiderson goes 2 Mohawk college now?.Is he yet another stuck-up I've known that got there a--- kicked & handed 2 him at university,got sent running & is conformed all of a sudden 2 act like the "common man" community college student that he said he wouldn't be in high school?. Okay that last pt.after the word "conformed" is something I'll admit not true which I made up & is not likely 2b true but it sure "feels" & he sure seems like someone who could've been like that b4. |
Author: | xod_s [ Tue Dec 18, 2012 12:10 am ] |
Blog Subject: | Why I feel my right 2 criticize has been sorta taken away |
So often when I think about criticising a movie or such a feel that I've lost that right b/c the thoughts of the scowls & beratings (whether directly seen or not) of teachers towards me comes 2 me.I know that,that sounds baby-ish but it's pretty hard 4 me 2 not feel guilty.I think that making someone feel guilty like (SSSOOOO many two-bit dingbats have tried 2 do/tirck me into feeling) is one of the worst things a human being can do.I think that ppl who do that don't really know the feeling of true guilt very well b/c if they knew how tortuous it truly was they would at least be more hestitant 2 do that. |
Author: | xod_s [ Thu Dec 13, 2012 9:49 pm ] |
Blog Subject: | Old letter writing excercises |
I remember how when I was little (and paid 0 attention whatsoever,let alone knew what that concept was and what the d---- it meant 2 other ppl),in grade 1 around the ned of the day we'd be told 2 practice writing out the letters of the alphabet.When we were done we were allowed 2 play with the loads of toys on the side shelves of the classrooms.It's something we did sometimes in the morning without the writing tasks.However when we did it in the evening (since I didn't know why we were doing those writing exercices at the time,nor felt the urge to do them that much) I would often by left eventually by myself thinking "why am I here?,why am I by myself but everyone else is playing with those toys?,why cant I join them?.".One of the origins of pondering nature I guess and something that still manifests itself but now it's in the form of me being perpetually stuck on an assignment while I look and see others in my class,laughing it up while I'm stuck there thinking "why is this happening to me?,what am I doing wrong,why dont I understand this?"Slightly more legitimate & relevant questions I suppose. Life has got "clearer" as I've gotten older even though I'm not smarter |
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