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| Author: | xod_s [ Thu Jan 24, 2013 8:59 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | What?.Like an.hour(?) blown off writing this?. |
Why is my typing so slow? -_- . It bothers me how long it took my new HTML teacher 2 answer my question.I dont know maybe it's b/c the way I raise my arm seems 2 half-a--- and can be interpreted as stretch?,I just don't know.I think (" ~ thru the power of peripheral vision ~" -_- ) he frequently turned his head a whole bunch of times towards me only adding maybe to the idea of "that annoying quiet kid who asks questions" 2 his mind. I changed <a href="lab01"><li>lab1</li><a> to <a href="lab01/euler.htm"><li>lab1</li><a> like the instructions told me too and it didn't work.I then waited 4 a long time till the teacher answered me.When he finally,gratefully did we talked a little like this.. "Well have you put up the second lab on the server yet?" "No I haven't uploaded that one.I'm working on it now " is what I said when I noticed that the browser was on the wrong one and I had 2 go back 2 the index entry of the 1st lab.When he looked at it he told me to change the words in the directory from "euler" (4 which there was no such file name in my index) 2 "mathigh.html" (which is what I named the intended "euler" file last week).Then he went off. It STILL didn't work Dx< !.I mean WTF man!.I make a one little god---- edit 2 a file and it [the server apparently/I'm guessing] starts acting like the thing doesn't even exist!.WHY?,WHY?!,WHY! .Does it have some secret agenda againest me?.Does it not recognize that uniquely long a--- name I have 2 login every f---n time?!. You see I have a problem of not having an index uploaded to my school server with not having it show my previous upload/lab after the flippin minor edit 2 it where it was once was <a href="lab01"><li>lab1</li><a> got changed to <a href="lab01/euler.htm"><li>lab1</li><a> and then to <a href="lab01/mathhigh.html"><li>lab1</li><a> <--[which is what I have!] and still DOESN'T work!. I just tried 2 change it back a few minutes ago 2 that and it STILL WONT WORK! >:(.For some f----g reason it *still* says "URL....mathhigh.html [which I erased! >8( ] not found" and I think I left it that way as of now. I tried 4 the rest of that class 2 get the teacher 2 come answer me and I didn't go stand up thinking it would look strange,I'd have 2 do that frequently and he would see know me as "the annoying kid who stands up,behind u,u don't see and in very close up in your face asking questions".Also 4 some reason me not seeing other ppl do that way more often makes me think that it's out of the norm and if it's out the norm then the teacher will think I'm strang[er -_-] & like me even less [a hatred of me is unfounded and unevidenced] which is bad b/c I'd like to like him but as nice as he is he still seems ("maybe b/c of the strong booming voice) the kind of guy who gets angry easily,will use sarcasm and jokes gratiously when he's angry or in some way essentially is easy to have his nerves "got on". Yeah I know this is a stupid reason but when u got a mind as pessimistic as mine it does stuff like that. *Sigh* I don't understand this stuff about "directories".That wasn't something I expected in an HTML class.And just what the h--- is a server anyways?.*PHYSICALLY* speaking not as much abstract projection of icons on a computer monitor?. |
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| Author: | xod_s [ Mon Jan 14, 2013 2:35 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | *Sigh*how I dont like myself |
Thinking about the things I could've done over the weekend if it had occured 2 me 2b more flexible -Done the syst.anlys asg -Finished writing in2 Java notes -Done the bucket load of html exercises -Downloaded files so that they can b changed by using an open source presentation program -Somewhere around there have watched anime instead of giving in2 a bad habit |
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| Author: | xod_s [ Sun Jan 13, 2013 9:57 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Differences soon |
Why am I so hard hearted 2 change?.While it's still the beginning of the semester I can be nimble to change. |
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| Author: | xod_s [ Sun Jan 13, 2013 4:32 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | What I learned 2day about time usage |
What I said in my previous posting was based on what Ada once said 2 me in a posting regarding a "visual impurity" problem I have.I just realized something now after writing down how mcuh time I've used today 2 do HW (homework) related stuff (only a meager ~1/2 hr -_-).When I say 2 myself that I WILL only do one certain kind of hw (in the case of today attempting 2 do an html lab in my retake) if I can't do it just flippin do some other hw (Heaven knows there's no end of it in bound -_-).Like I could've work on that systems analysis assignment that actually looks a bit interesting or that Java stuff 4 which I can make premptive strikes on it despite being an idiot at programming.Instead I let other things (like scheduling when 2 do excercises 7 trying 2 get 2 church 2 *confess myself) *It's a Catholic thing..by the way I won't get 2 in depth on religion while I'm on this forum I guess 4 a numbers of reasons.There's another forum I go 2 for the spiritual stuff. |
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| Author: | xod_s [ Sun Jan 13, 2013 2:33 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | making excuses 4 myself |
Yet again I felt like almost like I'm making myself excuing by telling myself of something more important then homework by deciding 2 do a nu exercise routine tommorow.Not gonna happen!. |
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