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| Author: | whybother [ Mon Sep 03, 2012 9:26 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | One bad side of me |
Those of you who have read this blog will know that asking for help is something of a nightmare for me and that I have painted myself into a corner over the last few years. Forunately few of you know that in the last few weeks, as liberation looms, I have been suffering a living nightmare of my childhood horrors. And having to beat them again (or if that for the first time?) The unfortunate thing is I have let my nightmares affect how I interact with people who have had a positive effect upon me here. Causing at least one fellow member here to flee back into their living nightmares from which I was trying to help them to escape. Perhaps it was my delusions of grandeur leading me to believe I was assisting these members. But the pain I have caused these members is real. I wish I could fix the problems I have caused. I don't think that is possible. I clearly betrayed at least one fragile trust and destroyed the beginnings of a friendship. So to those members I have tortured I apologise. Unreservedly. You'll know who you are, if you read this. If I can help in any way, I hope you will let me know. |
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| Author: | mystic dolphin [ Mon Sep 03, 2012 4:38 pm ] |
[quote="whybother"]Those of you who have read this blog will know that asking for help is something of a nightmare for me and that I have painted myself into a corner over the last few years. Forunately few of you know that in the last few weeks, as liberation looms, I have been suffering a living nightmare of my childhood horrors. And having to beat them again (or if that for the first time?) The unfortunate thing is I have let my nightmares affect how I interact with people who have had a positive effect upon me here. Causing at least one fellow member here to flee back into their living nightmares from which I was trying to help them to escape. Perhaps it was my delusions of grandeur leading me to believe I was assisting these members. But the pain I have caused these members is real. I wish I could fix the problems I have caused. I don't think that is possible. I clearly betrayed at least one fragile trust and destroyed the beginnings of a friendship. So to those members I have tortured I apologise. Unreservedly. You'll know who you are, if you read this. If I can help in any way, I hope you will let me know.[/quote] Sending you a hug whether you want it or not whybother!! |
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| Author: | mystic dolphin [ Mon Sep 03, 2012 4:39 pm ] |
Hope you're okay! Hugs mystic |
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| Author: | whybother [ Mon Sep 10, 2012 8:30 am ] |
I should have a look at this more often. It's a week later and I have only just realised there are comments ......... Wouldn't of noticed now either had I not been about to add another blog sorry mystic |
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