Everything is part of a pattern and a design.
Even people that are not part of this design are part of another design or a design only they choose to follow from the freedom of their own spirit.
On some moments i feel like i have to do things in a certain order, an order that intuition will tell me if i do a step wrong and the next thing to do when i do it right.
It can be as simple as putting a cup in the right place filled with a intuition specified amount of whatever liquid is served as beverage.
It might even be as complex as walk to a certain place, or take some steps that form as part of a ritual (not in the sense of withcraft and magick) in order that the balance and design is preserved.
On the downside i feel that if i do not do the steps specified then something bad will happen, every action leads to an equal and opposite reaction. Just as when a stone is thrown in water it creates ripples that in turn and eventually affect the water, enviorement and species dwelling in the river even if it is only a little bit.
When the species is affected in the river, lets imagine a scenario a female fish is below the water line and 2 male fish are opposite her and its breeding season. say a female fish detects the vibrations from the ripples cast above it turns the opposite way it intended therby missing male 1 which if outcomed would enabled her to breed but later she and the male would end up being caught by a fisherman because he is nearby male 1.
She, because of the vibrations turns to male 2 which is not nearby a fisherman with his fishing gear. she breeds with male 2 and they both swim on. Now not only did throwing the stone create the ripples, it saved the female and male fish from being caught which in turn will end up in the far future affecting a far bigger outcome worldwide ranging. ( notice how this seems similar to the smaller ripples forming into larger ripples? )
That is what it is like with me only i have to cast the stone in the water at the right time and at the right velocity so to say. Because intuition does not just inform me i will save the fish, ( not in words but feelings) but i will affect a far bigger consequence in the far future also because of the ripple analogy.
It is like this nearly everyday with me, from small things to big things but i feel like if i dont follow the instruction intuition tells me then that bad outcome will happen. Also i feel like it will lead me to getting punished. I have to be even more careful when im communicating with other races via intuition as my thoughts ( because of my power and the ether the other dimensions are made out of and therefore mallable in a way ) can effect far big things with the other races.
I try my best not to set off volcanos or trigger earthquakes or try and not make bad things happen with my power. but sometimes i let slip as we all make accidents and something bad happens in the world. However i can create good things, like peace processes in different countries and i can make it rain when a certain area is experiencing draught for example. I may seem like i have a lot of power but really i am just a young adult who is figuring themself out and figuring powers out. I make mistakes like almost all of us do.
I am sorry for controlling this power all the time.
Also on the other end a 3 dot triangle likes to follow me about. i see it in the starts, on TV, on the floor in magazines.
As an example of the triangle that followed me yet again please see this video ( I made the link so you will jump to the revelenat bit automatically )
http://youtu.be/xoKwbbnlxi0?t=14m45s
Do you notice the 3 dot triangle on the young womans head at her "computer" ?
That is the triangle that follows me about. I have so far yet not found its true purpose but a message from the grand master (that has been inside my head for years and said phonetically as i cant spell the words themselves)
boin se abe
deeb a white
translated by a reptillian friend into...
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