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Interesting quote from "Some Thoughts about Schizoid Dynamics" by Ada on Tue Aug 18, 2015 10:41 am
I also find myself wondering if some large-scale parallel process is at work in the lack of general attention to psychoanalytic knowledge about schizoid issues. George Atwood once commented to me that the controversy over whether or not multiple personality (dissociative identity disorder) “exists” is strikingly parallel to the ongoing, elemental internal struggle of the traumatized person who develops a dissociative psychology: “Do I remember this right or am I making it up? Did it happen or am I imagining it?” It is as if the mental health community at large, in its dichotomous positions about whether there really are dissociative personalities or not, is enacting a vast, unacknowledged countertransference that mirrors the struggle of the patients in question. Comparably, we might wonder whether our marginalizing of schizoid experience parallels the internal processes that keep schizoid individuals on the fringes of engagement with the rest of us.

Nancy McWilliams- http://internationalpsychoanalysis.net/ ... namics.pdf

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A new dawn by vallyman on Sat Jan 07, 2017 4:57 am
So, i got diagnosed with ADHD in 2015.... this week i was diagnosed with ASPD, although it does explain the majority of whats happened in my life im not sure if thsts all thats wrong with me. I do have all the trsits of ASPD but it doesnt seem as simple as that. Dunno!!!

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Victims Shouldn't Be Punished -Trigger Warning!- by Isollyta on Mon Jul 29, 2013 7:16 am
If someone hurts/kills someone, or commits any crime, out of their own control, there is no justifying imprisonment, in my opinion. I think it's sick and disgusting that there are people who would hold someone responsible for something they did not choose and had no power to stop.

"They're a danger to society" is not a good enough argument. First of all, which society? Second of all, nobody is born obligated to participate or behave in society in any way. That's something that is usually forced upon a person and it's a shame - a crying damn shame - that there are penalties for choosing your own way of life. Third of all, any society so callous and ignorant of individual rights is no society that I value.

I am for putting the person in a hospital (which I suppose could count as imprisonment, but this is for an entirely different purpose), where they will be treated, nurtured, entertained, given proper medical and emotional attention. Able to see and speak to their loved ones, flexibly. Clothed, cleansed and spoken to in a dignified manner. Given as much privacy as is safe to permit them. Educated. Allowed to exercise and step foot outside on at least a daily basis (with supervision). Then released when they are ready to resume their life without having to worry about not being in control of themselves. This would all be for the person's own good and "society" will benefit from it, too.

But jail is never a justifiable option in my opinion. I would much rather see the "criminal" walk free than punished for something they were:
A- Not responsible for. (Unless they knew they were ill and, when in control, actively decided to neglect themselves. I know that I have alters and refuse to seek professional help. If one of my alters killed someone, that is my fault. I am not doing all I can to claim control over my illness and I know that. Relinquishing control is not the same as losing it, or having never had it.)
B- A victim themselves.

People are so busy calling violent people and murders "dangerous" and "monstrous" to realize that they are becoming that way themselves. And it literally makes me sick. I feel more secure around known killers than I do around some of the people who judge them.

Stop being lazy, "society". Actually give as many f--ks about human life as you say you do. Actually think things through and look at the whole picture before formulating an opinion. Actually use that empathy you were born with, and the common sense you claim to have. Actually observe and study the person. Do your JOB. Less jails, more hospitals.

And NEVER jail for the mentally ill. Give them the same chance at a normal, healthy life that the rest of us take for granted as we throw labels around to feel even more disgustingly self-righteous.

I'm seriously thinking of leaving this site. Nothing wrong with the site, but some of the people here just make me want to hurl. Them.

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the synchronsity of things by p0ster on Thu Mar 20, 2014 11:43 pm
Everything is part of a pattern and a design.

Even people that are not part of this design are part of another design or a design only they choose to follow from the freedom of their own spirit.

On some moments i feel like i have to do things in a certain order, an order that intuition will tell me if i do a step wrong and the next thing to do when i do it right.

It can be as simple as putting a cup in the right place filled with a intuition specified amount of whatever liquid is served as beverage.

It might even be as complex as walk to a certain place, or take some steps that form as part of a ritual (not in the sense of withcraft and magick) in order that the balance and design is preserved.

On the downside i feel that if i do not do the steps specified then something bad will happen, every action leads to an equal and opposite reaction. Just as when a stone is thrown in water it creates ripples that in turn and eventually affect the water, enviorement and species dwelling in the river even if it is only a little bit.

When the species is affected in the river, lets imagine a scenario a female fish is below the water line and 2 male fish are opposite her and its breeding season. say a female fish detects the vibrations from the ripples cast above it turns the opposite way it intended therby missing male 1 which if outcomed would enabled her to breed but later she and the male would end up being caught by a fisherman because he is nearby male 1.

She, because of the vibrations turns to male 2 which is not nearby a fisherman with his fishing gear. she breeds with male 2 and they both swim on. Now not only did throwing the stone create the ripples, it saved the female and male fish from being caught which in turn will end up in the far future affecting a far bigger outcome worldwide ranging. ( notice how this seems similar to the smaller ripples forming into larger ripples? )

That is what it is like with me only i have to cast the stone in the water at the right time and at the right velocity so to say. Because intuition does not just inform me i will save the fish, ( not in words but feelings) but i will affect a far bigger consequence in the far future also because of the ripple analogy.

It is like this nearly everyday with me, from small things to big things but i feel like if i dont follow the instruction intuition tells me then that bad outcome will happen. Also i feel like it will lead me to getting punished. I have to be even more careful when im communicating with other races via intuition as my thoughts ( because of my power and the ether the other dimensions are made out of and therefore mallable in a way ) can effect far big things with the other races.

I try my best not to set off volcanos or trigger earthquakes or try and not make bad things happen with my power. but sometimes i let slip as we all make accidents and something bad happens in the world. However i can create good things, like peace processes in different countries and i can make it rain when a certain area is experiencing draught for example. I may seem like i have a lot of power but really i am just a young adult who is figuring themself out and figuring powers out. I make mistakes like almost all of us do.

I am sorry for controlling this power all the time.

Also on the other end a 3 dot triangle likes to follow me about. i see it in the starts, on TV, on the floor in magazines.

As an example of the triangle that followed me yet again please see this video ( I made the link so you will jump to the revelenat bit automatically )

http://youtu.be/xoKwbbnlxi0?t=14m45s

Do you notice the 3 dot triangle on the young womans head at her "computer" ?

That is the triangle that follows me about. I have so far yet not found its true purpose but a message from the grand master (that has been inside my head for years and said phonetically as i cant spell the words themselves)

boin se abe
deeb a white

translated by a reptillian friend into...

[ Continued ]

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Can't Choose Your Family by Havoctoria on Sat Oct 12, 2013 4:27 am
Bull. I think you can choose who is and who is not your family the way you can choose your friends. It's your RELATIVES you can't always choose. The people you're related to.

If I could choose mine, it wouldn't be the ones I have. I'm unstable enough without people around me who have explosive tempers, refuse to acknowledge when they're wrong, and see no error in ways that make them unhappy AND drive away the ones who were raised to feel obligated to LOVE their stupid asses. In this case, me.

I'm tired of being accused of ridiculous things. Like threatening someone's life when I simply said I'm keeping my own mattress. Or refusing to take responsibility for my actions when I point out how I'm not the ONLY ONE contributing to a negative situation. Or being ungrateful because I didn't stand for being lied to (a lie that costed me hundreds of dollars that someone else spent on drugs). Or somehow consenting to violence against myself simply by saying, "You're wrong".

That is not family.

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