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| Author: | tmc115 [ Mon Jun 26, 2017 6:46 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Feeling Blank |
I've just been...*see title*. There's nothing I'm motivated to do. I don't feel sad, but I'm not happy. The only time I feel is when I'm with others, and all I feel then is intense pressure to contribute, entertain, fit in, chitchat, etc. Then when I don't do it just right I feel like a failure. I feel ashamed and frustrated at myself. I'm starting to feel a little bit more, but it's a gradual creeping sadness. I feel like my heart's breaking because I thought I was doing so much better and then to be faced with this hideous apathy and ineptitude is so disappointing. I know I do better with a schedule. This morning I decided to change the schedule around. It didn't go as well today, but I'm hoping it'll get better as the week goes by. |
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