A lifetime a made of moments and there are only so many of them.
Within these streams of moments there are special moments in a person's lifetime where happenstance forces a snap decision....
You must decide, not deciding is a decision.
This decision alters everything and one's whole life is changed, never to be the same.
I have many such moments stored up in my 41 years of memory. It is suprising how many of them are small things. Things that never really seemed important at the time but now, in circumspect, I see how one thing can lead to another and how time is a river and you can never step in the same place again. My fault really lies not with any one decision per say, but in my inability to make any decision at all. My whole life I let fate decide my whole life and I am lucky to be where I am today.
Sometimes fate comes at you like a train wreck and forces your hand rather abruptly, more often than not, it comes as a whisper. If ignored, the whisper keeps getting louder, little by little, louder and LOUDER UNTIL IT IS SCREAMING AT YOU!
Do you listen?? I have decided.. yes decided, to listen, to that little voice, that tells me to do something. This thing I must do. This takes courage.
I must acknowledge why I hold back, why I hide,I must acknowledge that it is Fear that holds me back.I cannot let it stand in my way any longer.
