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| Author: | star dust [ Mon Feb 29, 2016 12:01 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | The world is a dark place |
I've been doing bad things again. This world is so corrupt. We all are. It's so twisted and messed up. More than a lot of people even realise. Feeling lonely. Loneliness is hurting me so much lately I'm finding it extremely hard to bear. And I'm missing my cat that died last year. He was so beautiful and special and like a human. I miss cuddling him. He was so, so special. And so comforting. I truly loved him. Such a pure love. Untouchable. I feel as though day by day the devil is slowly claiming my soul. And I've given up fighting. I'm just letting it happen. I don't know what happiness or joy or goodness is left for me or for anybody. Does anybody truly love anyone? Everyone is just out for themselves in this world. For attention, glory, money, POWER. And what for? What's it all worth in the end? I see what it's worth. I want it. I want all the above. Money, power, glory, adoration. But I have nothing else. So why not go after those things and do anything you can to get them? I'm scared of what this world is becoming, what people are becoming. What I'M becoming. I don't know what's real anymore. I don't know what's right and what's wrong. I want to go and get help but I don't trust the doctors. They're also corrupt. I know Doctors myself. They're just as twisted as everyone else, some more so. And I also think I know better than they do. I'm more intelligent than some of them. Really. And I know better. So what's the point in getting help? Am I just delusional? No I'm not. I'm just not brainwashed and naive like the rest of the world. Nobody should trust anybody. Believe me, the nicest, most successful, most well presented and often most intelligent people are the ones who are the most twisted. And the problem with that is, because they are rich and powerful they can get away with doing anything they want. The faces people present to the outside world are for show. To fit nicely into society. Inside people are ###$. Everyone. I'm not just paranoid. I know. |
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| Author: | Snaga [ Mon Feb 29, 2016 11:17 pm ] |
Hugs |
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| Author: | star dust [ Wed Mar 02, 2016 10:20 pm ] |
[quote="Snaga"]Hugs[/quote] Thank you x |
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