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Author:  shivaatlantis [ Wed Feb 04, 2015 10:45 am ]
Blog Subject:  Inside Screaming

Today I slept. I woke up different. I felt dizzy upon putting glasses on. I think the prescription is wrong. My allergies are back in a fierce way...rashes even. Would say I might be sick but I know otherwise I feel normal. I don't have any real sense on who s controlling the reins. My memory is shot. I couldn't remember what I had for breakfast. Had to ask coworker about a client remember name but not the other general info. Just that this person is no longer with us. I am easily distracted. I'm not able to stay focused long enough to complete tasks unless my music is blaring. I am feeling a huge increase in anxiet and need to run. A side of me is making a new friend. Positively connected perhaps a partnership. Craving awoke Doritos, Monster drinks and short bread cookies. Took me forever to sign in computer, couldn't remember password connections. Smoking like crazy, barely enough patience to write this let alone spell out full words. Thanking auto correct. My newly adoptive Mum is leaving for a week. Sorta freaking out. Inside screaming and yelling, "Leave me the ###$ alone!" I'm moody and a angry. Left hand more comfortable. Writing this so I can retrace later.

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