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Reincarnation etc.. 2.

Permanent Linkby seabreezeblue on Thu May 12, 2016 11:55 pm

I think i preferred it when i didn't really believe in something specific afterwards you know.. because now i do pretty much believe properly - or at least be almost certain that there's something afterwards - i'm noticing that i'm starting to think in a way that isn't that healthy.
I seem to have lost the fear - and the fear is a good thing because the uncertainty has saved me a few times.
Not in recent years sure - i have plenty of things to do right now.. and i hope to continue to have plenty of things to do.. but what happens if i don't..when i don't anymore?
what happens in a few years time when I don't have someone relying on me to take care of them.. what happens if at that point i fall into depression and just decide not to keep fighting.

The thing is - i do now believe in an after.. though i don't believe that i'll remember this one.. and i don't know exactly what is after.. hopefully i'll be a person rather than a fly or something, but what if one day, the what if looks more appealing than the now.?
because i can see that happening :|

Shine me a light up
and i'll run round the moon..



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Re: Reincarnation etc.. 2.

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Thu May 19, 2016 2:39 pm

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Re: Reincarnation etc.. 2.

Permanent Linkby seabreezeblue on Thu May 19, 2016 9:21 pm

thanks xx

thinking is depressing.. i think..
Shine me a light up
and i'll run round the moon..



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Re: Reincarnation etc.. 2.

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Sun May 22, 2016 2:57 pm

When you're me, it is, unless you're- and I almost hate to use the term, since Ada is the resident student on this- maladaptively daydreaming. Unless I'm lost in a world of my own construct- I cycle thru favourite alternate worlds- then I'm usually worrying about something.

So yup, thinking is depressing. (((((hugs))))
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