Hello Ms. Ada, or Mr. Ada,

Not sure because I have not read much of the information in your blog, but I have read enough to become interested to the point were I want to comment on you. I noticed that you seem to be everywhere in this forum, so this has peaked my interest. I read some of you entries only to notice that I share striking similarities with you in many levels, but I wish to digress no further. As I have not completely read what you wrote, I want to comment with what I currently know about the following:

"Fell off the wagon.

In fact I didn't fall, I threw myself off and rolled in the dust for five hours last night and I'm still doing it today. I've been awake 6hrs: 2hrs of that has been productive, 4hrs spent in a fantasy.

If daydreaming were a real problem it would have been DSMed to death years ago. So it's an imaginary problem. Irony alert.

The problem is my having problem with it. It doesn't hurt anyone, no-one even knows, I'm no less productive than the average TV watcher, what good is feeling angry or empty when I might just as well be feeling content. No"

You claim that daydreaming really does not "affect" you. I wonder, if you have been daydreaming for such a long period of time, how can you compare your level of productivity with past levels of productivity if you have been daydreaming for so long? I also have strong issues with daydreaming. At one point, it was so prevalent that it sapped my energy without me knowing. That constant fantasizing had driven me to lose.

I feel that your main objective in fantasizing is feeling good, and by not fantasizing, what is there to do with so much time? My desire to fantasize has come from intense creativity. Simply imagining myself doing other things. Yet, I feel it is because my mind wants to entertain the endless possibilities. I wish to address this issue, and will be keeping in touch with your postings.