Making progress-

Una and others have confirmed I'm not mad and is normal for the most scared alters to pretend to be the biggest scarcest alters. I really want to find some kind of research to confirm or I suppose back up myself and not the part that still says I'm mad.

I spoke about all thus to partner-she suggested that maybe Eko would like to be called wispa then? I felt this rising happiness and I had a smile I could not control.he loved it.this is the first time I have felt happiness from him.its wonderful. A new beginning for him and going forward for us all.

Seeing the beauty in his words, rather than just being in fear of him. I think if this had not happened he would not have shed his adult mask.

I have been thinking why I dint want Sam and Jake to merge.I dint want Sam to them merge with me and no one to look after the little parts. I would rather those pasts merge first.

All this thinking is so tiring.